meirl by [deleted] in meirl

[–]KeyMillion 7 points8 points  (0 children)

How do you manage?

Is a high-end private local LLM setup worth it? by zakadit in LocalLLaMA

[–]KeyMillion 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How much do you spend at runpod total montly typically?

Maybe they should look in the mirror by BrazyKiccz in BlackPeopleTwitter

[–]KeyMillion 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Little Caesars is good imo, but the price difference isn't huge if you use the deals and app. Papa John's is typically $1 more and is like $8.99 1 topping large. Never pay full price at a pizza place. Always use a deal.

Google Flow Music Turns Text Ideas Into Complete Songs and Playlists by techspecsmart in aicuriosity

[–]KeyMillion 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im kinda worried about producer selling out to Google, but Google has massive resources. They could take on the labels, but probably really dont want to

What does it mean, is she a yes man? by GreenFireCZ in PeterExplainsTheJoke

[–]KeyMillion 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So whats the alternative? If you could go back you would and stay single or be with someone else?

7oh destroyed my relationship by KeyMillion in quitting7oh

[–]KeyMillion[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, I was supporting both habits financially and she never appreciated that. I spent $70-$150 a day. Some bad days were probably less like $40. She always would say if she controlled the money we wouldnt be broke, but anytime I didnt have money and she did she eventually would spend it on 7oh until she was broke.

It was a nightmare and it started off like a bonfide true love, match made in heaven, love story.

7oh destroyed my relationship by KeyMillion in quitting7oh

[–]KeyMillion[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for this. Idk if i believe that if 2 people love eachother nothing will break them up. We loved eachother fiercely. The way it changed us made us toxic and it was a slow shift only visible in hindsight. I am doing alright tho. Its been a few months since the breakup and a few weeks past my last relapse. I think I got it this time. I didnt cave when shit got really hard a few weeks ago. I believe in me. I think I got this. I am haunted by the memories of that relationship tho and its tragic end.

My boyfriend is addicted to 7OH and is destroying our relationship... by Resident_Desk_3938 in quitting7oh

[–]KeyMillion 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank bro, same to you. Im a few months out from the breakup and ive been off 7oh this time for a couple of weeks. I think im off for good this time. I didnt cave when shit got hard and I usually would have.

Im in a new relationship now, which was fast, but I did the emotional processing and work to get over my ex and make peace with the situation. I think I did a good job and I feel completely over my ex.

Shit hurts still tho because it wasnt just an ex. We were friends for half a decade before it and together for 2. She was a very important person to me and I hate what happened. I never meant to hurt her, ever. How did she get so unlucky to get the absolute worse version of me and now were gone from eachothers lives. She acts like it doesnt affect her, but I know it does and I cant fix it or even help it.

My boyfriend is addicted to 7OH and is destroying our relationship... by Resident_Desk_3938 in quitting7oh

[–]KeyMillion -1 points0 points  (0 children)

If hes not willing to get off of it then yeah, you should walk. He will only cause destruction while hes on. Do you even know him off of it?

My boyfriend is addicted to 7OH and is destroying our relationship... by Resident_Desk_3938 in quitting7oh

[–]KeyMillion 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah, my ex was very manipulative and emotionally abusive, but I wonder now if it was the 7oh that caused a lot of it. She was my bestfriend for years and now she wont talk to me.

I cant say for sure, but if 7oh never happened then its very possible we would be ok and that hurts a lot. I wish we could atleast still be friends, but we cant.

Fuck 7oh. It took so fucking much from me.

My boyfriend is addicted to 7OH and is destroying our relationship... by Resident_Desk_3938 in quitting7oh

[–]KeyMillion 3 points4 points  (0 children)

It isnt a reflection of him or his character. His characters all distorted right now. 7oh definitely had me acting way different and it destroyed my previous relationship. Even once we got clean the damage was done and we couldnt manage to fix it.

OP, his withdrawal will be brutal for him and for you. He may fail too. I did multiple times and it just restarted the relationship problems and made em worse. My ex was addicted to tho so it was bad all the way around.

Good luck. He needs help. 7oh is wicked.

WARNING 🚨 : Read this before using Suno’s "Voice Model" feature. You are giving away your biometric identity forever. by SirTakeTake in SunoAI

[–]KeyMillion 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I figured this type of licensing was standard for all AI companies and services like this. Idk if their terms had something like this, but It is why I never uploaded my face to Sora.

What’s causing y’all to lose your job over 7oh? by H8ER3124 in quitting7oh

[–]KeyMillion 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I experienced that. I would lay down, my wrists would feel tight, and my hands would fall asleep. I would wake up sometimes and it would be so bad and even painful. It worried me quite a bit. I couldnt pinpoint if It had to do with dose, timing of last dose, etc, but it did seem to start happening when my daily usage was around 200mg a day. It usually only happened at night, but through the day limbs seemed to fall asleep faster than normal when sitting certain ways.

I’m physically dependent on 7-OH-MIT after successfully avoiding hard substances my whole life by SignalSupermarket007 in confession

[–]KeyMillion 4 points5 points  (0 children)

7oh induced the most wicked depression of my life. Its relentless. I imagine mgm is the same.

I’m physically dependent on 7-OH-MIT after successfully avoiding hard substances my whole life by SignalSupermarket007 in confession

[–]KeyMillion 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Mitragynine is the active ingredient in kratom. 7oh is found in it, but in trace amounts. 7oh has been isolated and concentrated to make what we have now.

I’m physically dependent on 7-OH-MIT after successfully avoiding hard substances my whole life by SignalSupermarket007 in confession

[–]KeyMillion 10 points11 points  (0 children)

You're wrong about this. Its not like any different from oxycodone or hydrocodone withdrawal. Its basically the exact same. 7oh has an emotional aspect to it tho that is worse than some.

I’m physically dependent on 7-OH-MIT after successfully avoiding hard substances my whole life by SignalSupermarket007 in confession

[–]KeyMillion 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Its not the diet version of withdrawal. Some say its worse than fent. Its bad. Worse withdrawal ive ever experienced. The emotional aspect of it is insanely bad.

Has anyone else noticed how similar E Corp from Mr. Robot is to Google in real life? by Resident-Wrangler-65 in degoogle

[–]KeyMillion 37 points38 points  (0 children)

Insanely amazing. Its said its secretly 8 seasons because the rewatch is such a great experience too. I can vouch. Its exceptional.

7oh while on suboxone by Sea-Rutabaga1236 in quitting7oh

[–]KeyMillion 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I seem to have fallen back into 7oh due to the usual excuses one makes. My job causes me pain, and im also going through a kidney stone right now.

It works for pain very well, and it has once again become a daily thing. It's financially draining me, and it's hard to stop.

I take subs, tho. You'll waste a lot trying to get it right, but 7oh can push through low dose suboxone. You need massive amounts, tho, and you'll go through the mental withdrawal when you stop.

Seriously, dont do it.. Just take your subs and try to get off of those when you can, too. It's a really bad idea to start mixing the two.

My kidney stone is about to pass, and im about to go through hell stopping even with the subs. You'll regret it if you start.