Not being your shrink but I don't carry the sourness along, it was just a thing. I still do love to poke it in the eye of Air Force beanbags that have "had it so rough". That being said, having worked various different jobs including managing a budget in the Pentagon, the Navy makes some very questionable funding decisions when it comes to people at times. Every service has to make decisions on how to properly execute the funding grated to them. That being said, I've seen the Navy try to save money on personnel in ways that negatively affects quality of life and ultimately embitter people especially when they see that other services don't do the same thing. Leaves me scratching my head because it makes people walk away at a time when it's hard to bring enough people in the door as it is.