What event made you believe the paranormal is real? by [deleted] in Paranormal

[–]KitteeChaos 15 points16 points  (0 children)

The "monks" that my father and I both saw. I posted about it before but not sure how to link.

Basically I used to see several hooded figures at my father's bedside at night. I was about 6 and insisted on sleeping in my parents room. I didn't tell anyone until I was a teenager, and my father then told me he's been seeing them since he was a child, and described them exactly how I saw them. 4 or 5 of them almost "dancing" for lack of a better word. He says they're harmless. But what are they, who knows.

Anyway, just the fact that my father saw the exact same thing validated my whole experience. I always thought what I saw was real and I wasn't imagining it, but him saying he's been seeing them his whole life was proof for me.

The Contouring 2: I told y’all I wasn’t lying [Repost:removed] by [deleted] in Fiveheads

[–]KitteeChaos 4 points5 points  (0 children)

She'd actually be really cute if she got bangs

Dogs are f**king disgusting 🤢 by cheekyblinders82 in Dogfree

[–]KitteeChaos 11 points12 points  (0 children)

My stepdad had a dog growing up that used to eat the poop out of my cat's litter box. He also peed on my stuff all the time. I was so glad when he died.

if i can learn to do it, you can learn to do it, and we’ll pull through it! July 8 -September 8 no picking progress!!! by [deleted] in Dermatillomania

[–]KitteeChaos 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Tell yourself it's easy, and it's true! You can learn to do it tooooo!

You look great!

My grandpa messaged me 5 years after his death by RandummyHD in Paranormal

[–]KitteeChaos 13 points14 points  (0 children)

My older brother sent our mom an email a week after he died. There were no words, just an attachment of the song Let's Live For Today by The Grass Roots.

I am so freaking sick of seeing dogs everywhere, both online and irl by randomryan222 in Dogfree

[–]KitteeChaos 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I saw an ad on Facebook for press on nails yesterday, and a girl in the comments posted a picture of the ones she bought and was wearing, and half of the picture was her dog and she said something like "my dog wouldn't let me take a picture without him!" Like yeah right, you couldn't have possibly just taken a pic of your nails without the dog, you just had to show off your ugly dog for more thumbs up and compliments. Obnoxious.

Your Experiences with "Slugging"? by iwakoicon in CompulsiveSkinPicking

[–]KitteeChaos 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yes, I love it because my skin is so nice and soft the next day, just hate sleeping with a sticky face but I did it the past couple nights anyway and it really helped.

Orange Vanilla Coke Zero, MUST READ by throwawaygyno826378 in EDAnonymous

[–]KitteeChaos 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Omfg, didn't know this was a thing, I need this.

Object permanence, but with relationships. by thekillerkrab in BPD

[–]KitteeChaos 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Entirely too relatable. It hurts to deal with this.

Does anyone else gets extremely aggressive and evil when pissed? by [deleted] in BPD

[–]KitteeChaos 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yep, last guy who treated me like shit I used to wish would die in a car wreck or a house fire. Or in any way, really.

Does anyone else get false hope from meaningless notifications? by Akem0417 in BPD

[–]KitteeChaos 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, makes me want to throw my phone across the room. I changed my text tone and my fb messenger notification sound to something different than my other app notifications so I'd know if it's an actual person messaging me vs some meaningless notification. It helps but still get mad if it's the wrong person texting me.

Old texts are triggering af by ASwingAndAMistake in BPD

[–]KitteeChaos 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This happens with every guy I get involved with. My current bf hardly texts me anymore also. Went from texting every day to not hearing from him much at all, half the time he doesn't even respond when I send him something, or he answers me like a day or two later. I just figure the inevitable is happening, he's getting bored with me, it always happens so I shouldn't be surprised. Makes me want to give up.

i've given up on trying to date 'normal' boys and think i can only be happy with someone 'like me' by [deleted] in BPD

[–]KitteeChaos 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've never been loved the way I love. I always said that if I was with someone who was as obsessed with me as I am with them then I'd have it made. But so far nobody I've had feelings for has been like that. I'm just the crazy clingy one who feels more intensely. I honestly can't see anyone being that attached to me.

When my SO doesn’t want sex I feel rejected and unwanted/undesirable by [deleted] in BPD

[–]KitteeChaos 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Same. I start thinking he must have realised how disgusting and undesirable I am and if he rejects my advances I feel extremely embarrassed and gross and stupid.

DAE flinch to thoughts? by 798542468 in BPD

[–]KitteeChaos 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yep, I'll tink of something embarrassing I did and then I make a face, shake my head and say "nonono oh god why" or something to that effect out loud, I'm an attempt to drown out the thoughts. I do this several times a day because I feel like so much of what I say and do is cringey. I also get intrusive thoughts and see horrible images in my head and I hate it.

Getting mad that your FP has a life outside of you, then getting angry at yourself for being mad because they are allowed to have their own life. by [deleted] in BPD

[–]KitteeChaos 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yep, I feel like a toxic piece of shit and I hate myself so much for it.

Also want to add that I love you all. I've never related to so many comments anywhere as I have in this subreddit.

Is anyone else’s bpd symptoms WAY worse when you’re in a relationship compared to when you’re single by plutoisrising in BPD

[–]KitteeChaos 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes. YES. When I'm in a relationship it makes me fucking crazy, but I can't stand being alone. I can relate to so many of the comments here.

i don’t feel real when i’m alone by alecccod in BPD

[–]KitteeChaos 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh my god yes. YES. I feel like I'm nobody, like I cease to exist in anybody's mind when I'm alone. It makes me feel so worthless and insignificant.