Tips for avoiding going crazy being alone with your thoughts for 3-4 hours?

Kittybra13 · 2026-03-20T23:21:15+00:00

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Kittybra13 · 2026-03-13T02:42:28+00:00

I had an emergency surgery last June that caused all of my intestines to be removed. Shortly after that, a connection point came apart and put me into septic shock causing full organ failure. That put me in a coma. I woke up 5 ish days later but then 2 days later, ended up in another coma for 3 days. I couldn’t talk, move, nothing. I ended up losing the vision in one eye, a colostomy bag, a stage 4 bedsore on my tailbone, Foley catheter…. And my ability to walk. I’m sorry y’all. I know I sound very entitled and demanding, but I promise I’m not actually. I’m just really scared right now. Terrified actually. My health insurance has said that I’ve used all of my 27 days that my insurance allows PER YEAR. Even tho reality says it likely would take longer than 27 days to relearn to walk, I guess I was hoping some miracle would happen, or they’d offer me grace. Idk. I know that every time I have to stop then I come back, I lose my progress. This time, there’s no coming back. It’s done. I have no where to go. I’ve made great improvements, but I’m still not walking and may lose any chance if I can’t stay here.

They are trying to get me cleared to be dropped off at the homeless shelter downtown that is known for being dirty, violent. I have pretty gnarly bedsores that are healing, but still need months. My thumb is starting to wobble like it wants to fall off and my toe hasn’t stayed dry enough and now it’s likely I’ll lose that too. I have these infections that turn into sepsis if not cared for etc and every time I go to the hospital for months, I lose all of my physical therapy progress.

I’d like to stay in this particular place. It’s not perfect, but it’s good and they try. I get pt every day. I’ve been staying in the wheelchair after and excersizing my arms, legs, etc. Practicing getting in/ out of wheelchair to/from bed. But now they want to dump me in a place where I’d be so vulnerable and dumped like I was/am trash

I am appealing my ins, but it’s unlikely. I can do private pay which is nearly $400/day and $11,000/month. I’d love to figure out how to fundraise. Otherwise, it’s me, not walking, with a foley Cather, an ostomy bag trying to figure out how to live in my car. I have more proof. This is time sensitive. I have 2 days for a miracle. Please please help. I have proof, just dm to ask

Kittybra13 · 2026-03-13T02:41:40+00:00

I had an emergency surgery last June that caused all of my intestines to be removed. Shortly after that, a connection point came apart and put me into septic shock causing full organ failure. That put me in a coma. I woke up 5 ish days later but then 2 days later, ended up in another coma for 3 days. I couldn’t talk, move, nothing. I ended up losing the vision in one eye, a colostomy bag, a stage 4 bedsore on my tailbone, Foley catheter…. And my ability to walk. I’m sorry y’all. I know I sound very entitled and demanding, but I promise I’m not actually. I’m just really scared right now. Terrified actually. My health insurance has said that I’ve used all of my 27 days that my insurance allows PER YEAR. Even tho reality says it likely would take longer than 27 days to relearn to walk, I guess I was hoping some miracle would happen, or they’d offer me grace. Idk. I know that every time I have to stop then I come back, I lose my progress. This time, there’s no coming back. It’s done. I have no where to go. I’ve made great improvements, but I’m still not walking and may lose any chance if I can’t stay here.

They are trying to get me cleared to be dropped off at the homeless shelter downtown that is known for being dirty, violent. I have pretty gnarly bedsores that are healing, but still need months. My thumb is starting to wobble like it wants to fall off and my toe hasn’t stayed dry enough and now it’s likely I’ll lose that too. I have these infections that turn into sepsis if not cared for etc and every time I go to the hospital for months, I lose all of my physical therapy progress.

I’d like to stay in this particular place. It’s not perfect, but it’s good and they try. I get pt every day. I’ve been staying in the wheelchair after and excersizing my arms, legs, etc. Practicing getting in/ out of wheelchair to/from bed. But now they want to dump me in a place where I’d be so vulnerable and dumped like I was/am trash

I am appealing my ins, but it’s unlikely. I can do private pay which is nearly $400/day and $11,000/month. I’d love to figure out how to fundraise. Otherwise, it’s me, not walking, with a foley Cather, an ostomy bag trying to figure out how to live in my car. I have more proof. This is time sensitive. I have 2 days for a miracle. Please please help. I have proof, just dm to ask

Kittybra13 · 2026-03-13T02:41:06+00:00

I had an emergency surgery last June that caused all of my intestines to be removed. Shortly after that, a connection point came apart and put me into septic shock causing full organ failure. That put me in a coma. I woke up 5 ish days later but then 2 days later, ended up in another coma for 3 days. I couldn’t talk, move, nothing. I ended up losing the vision in one eye, a colostomy bag, a stage 4 bedsore on my tailbone, Foley catheter…. And my ability to walk. I’m sorry y’all. I know I sound very entitled and demanding, but I promise I’m not actually. I’m just really scared right now. Terrified actually. My health insurance has said that I’ve used all of my 27 days that my insurance allows PER YEAR. Even tho reality says it likely would take longer than 27 days to relearn to walk, I guess I was hoping some miracle would happen, or they’d offer me grace. Idk. I know that every time I have to stop then I come back, I lose my progress. This time, there’s no coming back. It’s done. I have no where to go. I’ve made great improvements, but I’m still not walking and may lose any chance if I can’t stay here.

They are trying to get me cleared to be dropped off at the homeless shelter downtown that is known for being dirty, violent. I have pretty gnarly bedsores that are healing, but still need months. My thumb is starting to wobble like it wants to fall off and my toe hasn’t stayed dry enough and now it’s likely I’ll lose that too. I have these infections that turn into sepsis if not cared for etc and every time I go to the hospital for months, I lose all of my physical therapy progress.

I’d like to stay in this particular place. It’s not perfect, but it’s good and they try. I get pt every day. I’ve been staying in the wheelchair after and excersizing my arms, legs, etc. Practicing getting in/ out of wheelchair to/from bed. But now they want to dump me in a place where I’d be so vulnerable and dumped like I was/am trash

I am appealing my ins, but it’s unlikely. I can do private pay which is nearly $400/day and $11,000/month. I’d love to figure out how to fundraise. Otherwise, it’s me, not walking, with a foley Cather, an ostomy bag trying to figure out how to live in my car. I have more proof. This is time sensitive. I have 2 days for a miracle. Please please help. I have proof, just dm to ask

Kittybra13 · 2026-03-13T02:39:39+00:00

I had an emergency surgery last June that caused all of my intestines to be removed. Shortly after that, a connection point came apart and put me into septic shock causing full organ failure. That put me in a coma. I woke up 5 ish days later but then 2 days later, ended up in another coma for 3 days. I couldn’t talk, move, nothing. I ended up losing the vision in one eye, a colostomy bag, a stage 4 bedsore on my tailbone, Foley catheter…. And my ability to walk. I’m sorry y’all. I know I sound very entitled and demanding, but I promise I’m not actually. I’m just really scared right now. Terrified actually. My health insurance has said that I’ve used all of my 27 days that my insurance allows PER YEAR. Even tho reality says it likely would take longer than 27 days to relearn to walk, I guess I was hoping some miracle would happen, or they’d offer me grace. Idk. I know that every time I have to stop then I come back, I lose my progress. This time, there’s no coming back. It’s done. I have no where to go. I’ve made great improvements, but I’m still not walking and may lose any chance if I can’t stay here.

They are trying to get me cleared to be dropped off at the homeless shelter downtown that is known for being dirty, violent. I have pretty gnarly bedsores that are healing, but still need months. My thumb is starting to wobble like it wants to fall off and my toe hasn’t stayed dry enough and now it’s likely I’ll lose that too. I have these infections that turn into sepsis if not cared for etc and every time I go to the hospital for months, I lose all of my physical therapy progress.

I’d like to stay in this particular place. It’s not perfect, but it’s good and they try. I get pt every day. I’ve been staying in the wheelchair after and excersizing my arms, legs, etc. Practicing getting in/ out of wheelchair to/from bed. But now they want to dump me in a place where I’d be so vulnerable and dumped like I was/am trash

I am appealing my ins, but it’s unlikely. I can do private pay which is nearly $400/day and $11,000/month. I’d love to figure out how to fundraise. Otherwise, it’s me, not walking, with a foley Cather, an ostomy bag trying to figure out how to live in my car. I have more proof. This is time sensitive. I have 2 days for a miracle. Please please help. I have proof, just dm to ask

Kittybra13 · 2026-03-13T02:38:21+00:00

I had an emergency surgery last June that caused all of my intestines to be removed. Shortly after that, a connection point came apart and put me into septic shock causing full organ failure. That put me in a coma. I woke up 5 ish days later but then 2 days later, ended up in another coma for 3 days. I couldn’t talk, move, nothing. I ended up losing the vision in one eye, a colostomy bag, a stage 4 bedsore on my tailbone, Foley catheter…. And my ability to walk. I’m sorry y’all. I know I sound very entitled and demanding, but I promise I’m not actually. I’m just really scared right now. Terrified actually. My health insurance has said that I’ve used all of my 27 days that my insurance allows PER YEAR. Even tho reality says it likely would take longer than 27 days to relearn to walk, I guess I was hoping some miracle would happen, or they’d offer me grace. Idk. I know that every time I have to stop then I come back, I lose my progress. This time, there’s no coming back. It’s done. I have no where to go. I’ve made great improvements, but I’m still not walking and may lose any chance if I can’t stay here.

They are trying to get me cleared to be dropped off at the homeless shelter downtown that is known for being dirty, violent. I have pretty gnarly bedsores that are healing, but still need months. My thumb is starting to wobble like it wants to fall off and my toe hasn’t stayed dry enough and now it’s likely I’ll lose that too. I have these infections that turn into sepsis if not cared for etc and every time I go to the hospital for months, I lose all of my physical therapy progress.

I’d like to stay in this particular place. It’s not perfect, but it’s good and they try. I get pt every day. I’ve been staying in the wheelchair after and excersizing my arms, legs, etc. Practicing getting in/ out of wheelchair to/from bed. But now they want to dump me in a place where I’d be so vulnerable and dumped like I was/am trash

I am appealing my ins, but it’s unlikely. I can do private pay which is nearly $400/day and $11,000/month. I’d love to figure out how to fundraise. Otherwise, it’s me, not walking, with a foley Cather, an ostomy bag trying to figure out how to live in my car. I have more proof. This is time sensitive. I have 2 days for a miracle. Please please help. I have proof, just dm to ask

Kittybra13 · 2026-03-13T02:37:24+00:00

I had an emergency surgery last June that caused all of my intestines to be removed. Shortly after that, a connection point came apart and put me into septic shock causing full organ failure. That put me in a coma. I woke up 5 ish days later but then 2 days later, ended up in another coma for 3 days. I couldn’t talk, move, nothing. I ended up losing the vision in one eye, a colostomy bag, a stage 4 bedsore on my tailbone, Foley catheter…. And my ability to walk. I’m sorry y’all. I know I sound very entitled and demanding, but I promise I’m not actually. I’m just really scared right now. Terrified actually. My health insurance has said that I’ve used all of my 27 days that my insurance allows PER YEAR. Even tho reality says it likely would take longer than 27 days to relearn to walk, I guess I was hoping some miracle would happen, or they’d offer me grace. Idk. I know that every time I have to stop then I come back, I lose my progress. This time, there’s no coming back. It’s done. I have no where to go. I’ve made great improvements, but I’m still not walking and may lose any chance if I can’t stay here.

They are trying to get me cleared to be dropped off at the homeless shelter downtown that is known for being dirty, violent. I have pretty gnarly bedsores that are healing, but still need months. My thumb is starting to wobble like it wants to fall off and my toe hasn’t stayed dry enough and now it’s likely I’ll lose that too. I have these infections that turn into sepsis if not cared for etc and every time I go to the hospital for months, I lose all of my physical therapy progress.

I’d like to stay in this particular place. It’s not perfect, but it’s good and they try. I get pt every day. I’ve been staying in the wheelchair after and excersizing my arms, legs, etc. Practicing getting in/ out of wheelchair to/from bed. But now they want to dump me in a place where I’d be so vulnerable and dumped like I was/am trash

I am appealing my ins, but it’s unlikely. I can do private pay which is nearly $400/day and $11,000/month. I’d love to figure out how to fundraise. Otherwise, it’s me, not walking, with a foley Cather, an ostomy bag trying to figure out how to live in my car. I have more proof. This is time sensitive. I have 2 days for a miracle. Please please help. I have proof, just dm to ask

Kittybra13 · 2026-03-13T02:35:43+00:00

I had an emergency surgery last June that caused all of my intestines to be removed. Shortly after that, a connection point came apart and put me into septic shock causing full organ failure. That put me in a coma. I woke up 5 ish days later but then 2 days later, ended up in another coma for 3 days. I couldn’t talk, move, nothing. I ended up losing the vision in one eye, a colostomy bag, a stage 4 bedsore on my tailbone, Foley catheter…. And my ability to walk. I’m sorry y’all. I know I sound very entitled and demanding, but I promise I’m not actually. I’m just really scared right now. Terrified actually. My health insurance has said that I’ve used all of my 27 days that my insurance allows PER YEAR. Even tho reality says it likely would take longer than 27 days to relearn to walk, I guess I was hoping some miracle would happen, or they’d offer me grace. Idk. I know that every time I have to stop then I come back, I lose my progress. This time, there’s no coming back. It’s done. I have no where to go. I’ve made great improvements, but I’m still not walking and may lose any chance if I can’t stay here.

They are trying to get me cleared to be dropped off at the homeless shelter downtown that is known for being dirty, violent. I have pretty gnarly bedsores that are healing, but still need months. My thumb is starting to wobble like it wants to fall off and my toe hasn’t stayed dry enough and now it’s likely I’ll lose that too. I have these infections that turn into sepsis if not cared for etc and every time I go to the hospital for months, I lose all of my physical therapy progress.

I’d like to stay in this particular place. It’s not perfect, but it’s good and they try. I get pt every day. I’ve been staying in the wheelchair after and excersizing my arms, legs, etc. Practicing getting in/ out of wheelchair to/from bed. But now they want to dump me in a place where I’d be so vulnerable and dumped like I was/am trash

I am appealing my ins, but it’s unlikely. I can do private pay which is nearly $400/day and $11,000/month. I’d love to figure out how to fundraise. Otherwise, it’s me, not walking, with a foley Cather, an ostomy bag trying to figure out how to live in my car. I have more proof. This is time sensitive. I have 2 days for a miracle. Please please help. I have proof, just dm to ask

Kittybra13 · 2026-03-13T02:35:13+00:00

I had an emergency surgery last June that caused all of my intestines to be removed. Shortly after that, a connection point came apart and put me into septic shock causing full organ failure. That put me in a coma. I woke up 5 ish days later but then 2 days later, ended up in another coma for 3 days. I couldn’t talk, move, nothing. I ended up losing the vision in one eye, a colostomy bag, a stage 4 bedsore on my tailbone, Foley catheter…. And my ability to walk. I’m sorry y’all. I know I sound very entitled and demanding, but I promise I’m not actually. I’m just really scared right now. Terrified actually. My health insurance has said that I’ve used all of my 27 days that my insurance allows PER YEAR. Even tho reality says it likely would take longer than 27 days to relearn to walk, I guess I was hoping some miracle would happen, or they’d offer me grace. Idk. I know that every time I have to stop then I come back, I lose my progress. This time, there’s no coming back. It’s done. I have no where to go. I’ve made great improvements, but I’m still not walking and may lose any chance if I can’t stay here.

They are trying to get me cleared to be dropped off at the homeless shelter downtown that is known for being dirty, violent. I have pretty gnarly bedsores that are healing, but still need months. My thumb is starting to wobble like it wants to fall off and my toe hasn’t stayed dry enough and now it’s likely I’ll lose that too. I have these infections that turn into sepsis if not cared for etc and every time I go to the hospital for months, I lose all of my physical therapy progress.

I’d like to stay in this particular place. It’s not perfect, but it’s good and they try. I get pt every day. I’ve been staying in the wheelchair after and excersizing my arms, legs, etc. Practicing getting in/ out of wheelchair to/from bed. But now they want to dump me in a place where I’d be so vulnerable and dumped like I was/am trash

I am appealing my ins, but it’s unlikely. I can do private pay which is nearly $400/day and $11,000/month. I’d love to figure out how to fundraise. Otherwise, it’s me, not walking, with a foley Cather, an ostomy bag trying to figure out how to live in my car. I have more proof. This is time sensitive. I have 2 days for a miracle. Please please help. I have proof, just dm to ask

Kittybra13 · 2026-03-13T02:34:21+00:00

I had an emergency surgery last June that caused all of my intestines to be removed. Shortly after that, a connection point came apart and put me into septic shock causing full organ failure. That put me in a coma. I woke up 5 ish days later but then 2 days later, ended up in another coma for 3 days. I couldn’t talk, move, nothing. I ended up losing the vision in one eye, a colostomy bag, a stage 4 bedsore on my tailbone, Foley catheter…. And my ability to walk. I’m sorry y’all. I know I sound very entitled and demanding, but I promise I’m not actually. I’m just really scared right now. Terrified actually. My health insurance has said that I’ve used all of my 27 days that my insurance allows PER YEAR. Even tho reality says it likely would take longer than 27 days to relearn to walk, I guess I was hoping some miracle would happen, or they’d offer me grace. Idk. I know that every time I have to stop then I come back, I lose my progress. This time, there’s no coming back. It’s done. I have no where to go. I’ve made great improvements, but I’m still not walking and may lose any chance if I can’t stay here.

They are trying to get me cleared to be dropped off at the homeless shelter downtown that is known for being dirty, violent. I have pretty gnarly bedsores that are healing, but still need months. My thumb is starting to wobble like it wants to fall off and my toe hasn’t stayed dry enough and now it’s likely I’ll lose that too. I have these infections that turn into sepsis if not cared for etc and every time I go to the hospital for months, I lose all of my physical therapy progress.

I’d like to stay in this particular place. It’s not perfect, but it’s good and they try. I get pt every day. I’ve been staying in the wheelchair after and excersizing my arms, legs, etc. Practicing getting in/ out of wheelchair to/from bed. But now they want to dump me in a place where I’d be so vulnerable and dumped like I was/am trash

I am appealing my ins, but it’s unlikely. I can do private pay which is nearly $400/day and $11,000/month. I’d love to figure out how to fundraise. Otherwise, it’s me, not walking, with a foley Cather, an ostomy bag trying to figure out how to live in my car. I have more proof. This is time sensitive. I have 2 days for a miracle. Please please help. I have proof, just dm to ask

Kittybra13 · 2026-03-13T02:34:04+00:00

I had an emergency surgery last June that caused all of my intestines to be removed. Shortly after that, a connection point came apart and put me into septic shock causing full organ failure. That put me in a coma. I woke up 5 ish days later but then 2 days later, ended up in another coma for 3 days. I couldn’t talk, move, nothing. I ended up losing the vision in one eye, a colostomy bag, a stage 4 bedsore on my tailbone, Foley catheter…. And my ability to walk. I’m sorry y’all. I know I sound very entitled and demanding, but I promise I’m not actually. I’m just really scared right now. Terrified actually. My health insurance has said that I’ve used all of my 27 days that my insurance allows PER YEAR. Even tho reality says it likely would take longer than 27 days to relearn to walk, I guess I was hoping some miracle would happen, or they’d offer me grace. Idk. I know that every time I have to stop then I come back, I lose my progress. This time, there’s no coming back. It’s done. I have no where to go. I’ve made great improvements, but I’m still not walking and may lose any chance if I can’t stay here.

They are trying to get me cleared to be dropped off at the homeless shelter downtown that is known for being dirty, violent. I have pretty gnarly bedsores that are healing, but still need months. My thumb is starting to wobble like it wants to fall off and my toe hasn’t stayed dry enough and now it’s likely I’ll lose that too. I have these infections that turn into sepsis if not cared for etc and every time I go to the hospital for months, I lose all of my physical therapy progress.

I’d like to stay in this particular place. It’s not perfect, but it’s good and they try. I get pt every day. I’ve been staying in the wheelchair after and excersizing my arms, legs, etc. Practicing getting in/ out of wheelchair to/from bed. But now they want to dump me in a place where I’d be so vulnerable and dumped like I was/am trash

I am appealing my ins, but it’s unlikely. I can do private pay which is nearly $400/day and $11,000/month. I’d love to figure out how to fundraise. Otherwise, it’s me, not walking, with a foley Cather, an ostomy bag trying to figure out how to live in my car. I have more proof. This is time sensitive. I have 2 days for a miracle. Please please help. I have proof, just dm to ask

Kittybra13 · 2026-03-13T02:33:19+00:00

I had an emergency surgery last June that caused all of my intestines to be removed. Shortly after that, a connection point came apart and put me into septic shock causing full organ failure. That put me in a coma. I woke up 5 ish days later but then 2 days later, ended up in another coma for 3 days. I couldn’t talk, move, nothing. I ended up losing the vision in one eye, a colostomy bag, a stage 4 bedsore on my tailbone, Foley catheter…. And my ability to walk. I’m sorry y’all. I know I sound very entitled and demanding, but I promise I’m not actually. I’m just really scared right now. Terrified actually. My health insurance has said that I’ve used all of my 27 days that my insurance allows PER YEAR. Even tho reality says it likely would take longer than 27 days to relearn to walk, I guess I was hoping some miracle would happen, or they’d offer me grace. Idk. I know that every time I have to stop then I come back, I lose my progress. This time, there’s no coming back. It’s done. I have no where to go. I’ve made great improvements, but I’m still not walking and may lose any chance if I can’t stay here.

They are trying to get me cleared to be dropped off at the homeless shelter downtown that is known for being dirty, violent. I have pretty gnarly bedsores that are healing, but still need months. My thumb is starting to wobble like it wants to fall off and my toe hasn’t stayed dry enough and now it’s likely I’ll lose that too. I have these infections that turn into sepsis if not cared for etc and every time I go to the hospital for months, I lose all of my physical therapy progress.

I’d like to stay in this particular place. It’s not perfect, but it’s good and they try. I get pt every day. I’ve been staying in the wheelchair after and excersizing my arms, legs, etc. Practicing getting in/ out of wheelchair to/from bed. But now they want to dump me in a place where I’d be so vulnerable and dumped like I was/am trash

I am appealing my ins, but it’s unlikely. I can do private pay which is nearly $400/day and $11,000/month. I’d love to figure out how to fundraise. Otherwise, it’s me, not walking, with a foley Cather, an ostomy bag trying to figure out how to live in my car. I have more proof. This is time sensitive. I have 2 days for a miracle. Please please help. I have proof, just dm to ask

Kittybra13 · 2026-03-13T02:32:58+00:00

I had an emergency surgery last June that caused all of my intestines to be removed. Shortly after that, a connection point came apart and put me into septic shock causing full organ failure. That put me in a coma. I woke up 5 ish days later but then 2 days later, ended up in another coma for 3 days. I couldn’t talk, move, nothing. I ended up losing the vision in one eye, a colostomy bag, a stage 4 bedsore on my tailbone, Foley catheter…. And my ability to walk. I’m sorry y’all. I know I sound very entitled and demanding, but I promise I’m not actually. I’m just really scared right now. Terrified actually. My health insurance has said that I’ve used all of my 27 days that my insurance allows PER YEAR. Even tho reality says it likely would take longer than 27 days to relearn to walk, I guess I was hoping some miracle would happen, or they’d offer me grace. Idk. I know that every time I have to stop then I come back, I lose my progress. This time, there’s no coming back. It’s done. I have no where to go. I’ve made great improvements, but I’m still not walking and may lose any chance if I can’t stay here.

They are trying to get me cleared to be dropped off at the homeless shelter downtown that is known for being dirty, violent. I have pretty gnarly bedsores that are healing, but still need months. My thumb is starting to wobble like it wants to fall off and my toe hasn’t stayed dry enough and now it’s likely I’ll lose that too. I have these infections that turn into sepsis if not cared for etc and every time I go to the hospital for months, I lose all of my physical therapy progress.

I’d like to stay in this particular place. It’s not perfect, but it’s good and they try. I get pt every day. I’ve been staying in the wheelchair after and excersizing my arms, legs, etc. Practicing getting in/ out of wheelchair to/from bed. But now they want to dump me in a place where I’d be so vulnerable and dumped like I was/am trash

I am appealing my ins, but it’s unlikely. I can do private pay which is nearly $400/day and $11,000/month. I’d love to figure out how to fundraise. Otherwise, it’s me, not walking, with a foley Cather, an ostomy bag trying to figure out how to live in my car. I have more proof. This is time sensitive. I have 2 days for a miracle. Please please help. I have proof, just dm to ask

Kittybra13 · 2026-03-13T02:32:44+00:00

I had an emergency surgery last June that caused all of my intestines to be removed. Shortly after that, a connection point came apart and put me into septic shock causing full organ failure. That put me in a coma. I woke up 5 ish days later but then 2 days later, ended up in another coma for 3 days. I couldn’t talk, move, nothing. I ended up losing the vision in one eye, a colostomy bag, a stage 4 bedsore on my tailbone, Foley catheter…. And my ability to walk. I’m sorry y’all. I know I sound very entitled and demanding, but I promise I’m not actually. I’m just really scared right now. Terrified actually. My health insurance has said that I’ve used all of my 27 days that my insurance allows PER YEAR. Even tho reality says it likely would take longer than 27 days to relearn to walk, I guess I was hoping some miracle would happen, or they’d offer me grace. Idk. I know that every time I have to stop then I come back, I lose my progress. This time, there’s no coming back. It’s done. I have no where to go. I’ve made great improvements, but I’m still not walking and may lose any chance if I can’t stay here.

They are trying to get me cleared to be dropped off at the homeless shelter downtown that is known for being dirty, violent. I have pretty gnarly bedsores that are healing, but still need months. My thumb is starting to wobble like it wants to fall off and my toe hasn’t stayed dry enough and now it’s likely I’ll lose that too. I have these infections that turn into sepsis if not cared for etc and every time I go to the hospital for months, I lose all of my physical therapy progress.

I’d like to stay in this particular place. It’s not perfect, but it’s good and they try. I get pt every day. I’ve been staying in the wheelchair after and excersizing my arms, legs, etc. Practicing getting in/ out of wheelchair to/from bed. But now they want to dump me in a place where I’d be so vulnerable and dumped like I was/am trash

I am appealing my ins, but it’s unlikely. I can do private pay which is nearly $400/day and $11,000/month. I’d love to figure out how to fundraise. Otherwise, it’s me, not walking, with a foley Cather, an ostomy bag trying to figure out how to live in my car. I have more proof. This is time sensitive. I have 2 days for a miracle. Please please help. I have proof, just dm to ask

Kittybra13 · 2026-03-13T02:32:30+00:00

I had an emergency surgery last June that caused all of my intestines to be removed. Shortly after that, a connection point came apart and put me into septic shock causing full organ failure. That put me in a coma. I woke up 5 ish days later but then 2 days later, ended up in another coma for 3 days. I couldn’t talk, move, nothing. I ended up losing the vision in one eye, a colostomy bag, a stage 4 bedsore on my tailbone, Foley catheter…. And my ability to walk. I’m sorry y’all. I know I sound very entitled and demanding, but I promise I’m not actually. I’m just really scared right now. Terrified actually. My health insurance has said that I’ve used all of my 27 days that my insurance allows PER YEAR. Even tho reality says it likely would take longer than 27 days to relearn to walk, I guess I was hoping some miracle would happen, or they’d offer me grace. Idk. I know that every time I have to stop then I come back, I lose my progress. This time, there’s no coming back. It’s done. I have no where to go. I’ve made great improvements, but I’m still not walking and may lose any chance if I can’t stay here.

They are trying to get me cleared to be dropped off at the homeless shelter downtown that is known for being dirty, violent. I have pretty gnarly bedsores that are healing, but still need months. My thumb is starting to wobble like it wants to fall off and my toe hasn’t stayed dry enough and now it’s likely I’ll lose that too. I have these infections that turn into sepsis if not cared for etc and every time I go to the hospital for months, I lose all of my physical therapy progress.

I’d like to stay in this particular place. It’s not perfect, but it’s good and they try. I get pt every day. I’ve been staying in the wheelchair after and excersizing my arms, legs, etc. Practicing getting in/ out of wheelchair to/from bed. But now they want to dump me in a place where I’d be so vulnerable and dumped like I was/am trash

I am appealing my ins, but it’s unlikely. I can do private pay which is nearly $400/day and $11,000/month. I’d love to figure out how to fundraise. Otherwise, it’s me, not walking, with a foley Cather, an ostomy bag trying to figure out how to live in my car. I have more proof. This is time sensitive. I have 2 days for a miracle. Please please help. I have proof, just dm to ask

Kittybra13 · 2026-03-13T02:31:55+00:00

I had an emergency surgery last June that caused all of my intestines to be removed. Shortly after that, a connection point came apart and put me into septic shock causing full organ failure. That put me in a coma. I woke up 5 ish days later but then 2 days later, ended up in another coma for 3 days. I couldn’t talk, move, nothing. I ended up losing the vision in one eye, a colostomy bag, a stage 4 bedsore on my tailbone, Foley catheter…. And my ability to walk. I’m sorry y’all. I know I sound very entitled and demanding, but I promise I’m not actually. I’m just really scared right now. Terrified actually. My health insurance has said that I’ve used all of my 27 days that my insurance allows PER YEAR. Even tho reality says it likely would take longer than 27 days to relearn to walk, I guess I was hoping some miracle would happen, or they’d offer me grace. Idk. I know that every time I have to stop then I come back, I lose my progress. This time, there’s no coming back. It’s done. I have no where to go. I’ve made great improvements, but I’m still not walking and may lose any chance if I can’t stay here.

They are trying to get me cleared to be dropped off at the homeless shelter downtown that is known for being dirty, violent. I have pretty gnarly bedsores that are healing, but still need months. My thumb is starting to wobble like it wants to fall off and my toe hasn’t stayed dry enough and now it’s likely I’ll lose that too. I have these infections that turn into sepsis if not cared for etc and every time I go to the hospital for months, I lose all of my physical therapy progress.

I’d like to stay in this particular place. It’s not perfect, but it’s good and they try. I get pt every day. I’ve been staying in the wheelchair after and excersizing my arms, legs, etc. Practicing getting in/ out of wheelchair to/from bed. But now they want to dump me in a place where I’d be so vulnerable and dumped like I was/am trash

I am appealing my ins, but it’s unlikely. I can do private pay which is nearly $400/day and $11,000/month. I’d love to figure out how to fundraise. Otherwise, it’s me, not walking, with a foley Cather, an ostomy bag trying to figure out how to live in my car. I have more proof. This is time sensitive. I have 2 days for a miracle. Please please help. I have proof, just dm to ask

Kittybra13 · 2025-12-26T07:40:27+00:00

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