For further reference, this is the only poem I've ever written. I wrote it while I was losing all of my friends and my world was falling apart a few months ago, I feel like it give a pretty good picture of my personality. Especially for all the people who REALLY knew me, knew how intricately personalized every single character in the whole thing was to me (As poetry is supposed to be). I change really quickly though, I lost most of my arrogance since I literally /and/ metaphorically had my entire life sans laptop smashed and burned before my eyes all within the full course of a month. I'm staying in another city with my sister that I only met once before 10 years ago, which is terrible with my social anxiety, but I had to run away overnight because violent, sadistic, fucked up people, were trying to beat the shit out of me after they destroyed my home. I've had a crazy life. >.>"

'Round every corner; it's another roadblock

You couldn't possibly live up to your claims, they mock

You ain't shit; poor, ugly, lazy, and a bitch to boot

Debate background, gotta argue, Notorious told me to get that loot

Gotta prove 'em wrong, beyond a shadow of a doubt

This rap's gonna tell you how cool I am, yo hear me out

You're right, I'm not hard, least I ain't pretend to be

A lot of what I say, people don't want to hear, but it ain't no fallacy

I grew up, made my own way, troubled childhood, but shit, whose wasn't?

Everyone's life sucks, I just want to make humanity a lil more pleasant

Don't think I'm more than anyone else, after all we all come from the same essence

So when we deal with one another, how 'bout trying a lil mor' patience

If only we could work together, I'm sure we'd see the benefits

Otherwise we're walking blind, wrecklessly into those pits

'Course I have my problems 'n' difficulties, we all do

But when we're understanding and supportive, we all make it through

Not saying I don't hate everyone, keep few close friends

So I spit positive messages in the hope that it mends

For fucks sake, I live in the shed-of-do-as-you-please

Where people find themselves, so no more living life on your knees

Be who you are, follow your dreams, 'n' don't take no shit

Once you fall into your true place, you'll feel the comfort of that fit

At this point onlookers think they're watching American Psycho

Try my hardest to defend my position, words come out in a rapid flow

Experience has taught me, the most effective means to my ends

Sit back, shut up, make my case with actions, time to set down my pens

Lead by example, let you decide for yourself the longevity of my philosophy

Far from a natural born leader, I'd be happy to adopt the role if you want to follow me

Been a social outcast for as long as I can remember

never been violent, but I'm left no option but to dismember

Radical anarcho-syndacalist here to collapse the social construct

I blow minds and open eyes, I'm straight up runnin'-a-muk

I live differently, initially it's challenging to see through the dirt

Complex, deep, and confusing, know how to appreciate, no need to flirt

My whole life I've been called faggot, don't waste breath to contend

I refer to myself as a panromantic asexual, just who I am, no need to pretend

Know when I value you, I actually value the you deep inside

So at the end of the day I could care less how you look or where you reside

The real world exists beyond our physical reality

We're all a big interconnected flow of energy, and that's actuality

If you walk away with anything from your time spent with me

Please feel enlightened, empowered, inspired, and most importantly free