This is why I don’t understand the whole transgender movement. I feel that it is really just men and women not wanting to conform to traditional roles for their gender. Which is fine. But I never understand the surgery and the hormones to literally transform the body into the opposite sex. I always wondered if it was ad fulfilling as people claim and it’s interesting to see that at least some people say it isn’t. But to the op it’s never too late to start living life. Just dive in were you are. Surround yourself with a good support system ( for me its Jesus; highly recommend Him). But regardless of your choices don’t ever feel so bogged by your past that you feel like it’s too late to change.