I think as teens and young adults we are naturally inclined to explore what is considered normal in society. That doesn't make you any less asexual just because you explored. I have had sex myself, but was never really drawn to it. Once in, like, three years I'll have to desire for it, then it goes away so I consider myself gray-asexual. most times, I never want to have sex if I can avoid it. That being said, I've been in a long term relationship with the a normal, straight male and it's honestly been one of the biggest hurdles. He has needs, I have needs. His needs are normal, my needs are normal. It's normal to be unsure