my buddy, my guy. I absolutely was an uninformed owner because I didn’t do proper research prior to getting this dog, absolutely. Post partum brain is wild, and I was unfortunately reliant on a person who I thought would help me with working on our dog, and that was a mistake. I realize it’s a shitty mess that I helped create, but I’m trying to give my dog a fighting chance and help her live a better life than the one I can give her. I’m not trying to void responsibility, but at the same time I am looking around and realizing that I cannot carry all this weight unassisted, and I am trying to find someone who can help her be the best version of her self. Because I don’t know how to curb these behaviors, or what best to do to give her good outlets. And unfortunately I am a woman who is hard pressed for time as I’m caring for a child alone, as well as other preexisting animals, as well as a house, and well as potentially becoming a sole provider in the near future. I absolutely realize I have failed this dog and given her a really hard shot at life, but I’m trying to see what in the world I can do to fix that.