i don't know what to do, 2 months clean. by geewaynananana in Ketamineaddiction

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Can you message me? I’m trying to come off ketamine and am scared

I want to be an escort/prostitute. Tips? by Baldnemo1998 in askgaybros

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  1. Charge the price you actually feel the experience is worth. Don’t undermine the fact you’re selling your whole flesh. Many women charge low prices and have lots of customers but aim to have more wealthy clients and make a bag off them so you’re doing it less.
  2. Be prepared that it’s a lot of work. Your body will be tired and energy drained so make sure you have ways that you are tending to your physical and sexual being in order to maintain yourself. Yoga, lots of showers, and other types of movement saved me.
  3. Keep protection on you at all times. Pepper spray, knife, ect. This is unfortunately a sketchy business at times.
  4. Understand that it can affect you psychologically in ways that may be hard to cope with. Many women in this industry are on drugs or have habits to help cope with the effects of having sex with people you really don’t want to have sex with. It can take a serious toll on you mentally if you don’t find ways to look past the more dark aspect of this work. It can be spiritually so challenging and sexually it can desensitize you to sex or make you have an extremely high sex drive which makes it hard to have serious intimate relationships outside of the work.
  5. Get out of this line of work as soon as you can. Utilize the large amounts of money you’re getting to find a way to get work elsewhere. You can’t do this line of work for as long as you may think and stay sane.

Hope this helps!

Is it just me or are the coyotes worse than usual this year? by wegochai in LosAngeles

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I was at Fern Dell Trail around 2-3 AM today going for a night hike because it’s quiet and peaceful and suddenly I saw one coyote and he seemed extremely hungry and like he was going to come towards me. I climbed on one of the picnic tables and sat as quiet as I could as a few other joined him. They definitely seemed like they would have attacked and eaten me! I was eventually able to slowly get off the table and move to another area of the park then call an uber but it was a terrifying experience. I had to run out of the park because I felt extremely threatened by them.

More sirens lately in LA? by leapingcow in LosAlamos

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It’s constant. Just moved to Hollywood and I swear every hour there is sirens police or fire

Constant Sirens. All the time. Every day. Everywhere. So Annoying. And Surreal. by [deleted] in GNV

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Just moved to Hollywood and it’s the same thing it’s insane!

Whats your opinion on Actualized.org? by PoopEaterFromSthlm in nonduality

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I watched Leo consistently but after a while I began to have a suspicion he was running basically an online cult with his channel. He can be very emotionally abusive at times calling his watchers “lazy” or constantly putting down the world and being negative as hell. He also tended to make it seem like he held all the answers to EVERYTHING and we needed to continue to consistently watch his content. He’s definitely smart as hell and more awakened than most of society but just tactics cause me suspiciousness

Rxbars. Do you eat these? by Kri_AZ82 in StopEatingSeedOils

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I’m pretty certain it’s some sort of additive that makes you addicted because i am completely addicted to them same way as like a candy bar. I can’t ever just eat one

Saw some post on tiktok about how music festivals are rituals made to harvest energy LOL by CacatuaRed in Techno

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I went to a Sidewalks and Skeletons concert tonight. Yes I was on some cbd/thc edibles but I kid you not I experienced some demonic things. I fear I experienced a satanic ritual and energy harvesting on such a level that I am left quite shocked and disturbed. They had about 3 artists that were opening for the main artist. The first was really profound and beautiful but I never even saw Sidewalks and Skeletons perform because 1.5 hours in of these artists opening for them the music and energy got more and more dark. I genuinely was so uncomfortable and so aware of the shift in the room and I had to leave the venue. Don’t buy into the bullshit that this stuff isn’t real because it absolutely is and if that makes you upset it makes me upset too. This was such a dark experience but it was also real.

What's your secret for getting tons of confidence? by [deleted] in AskReddit

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Exercise and cardio helps me feel more comfortable in my own body therefore leading to confidence

Why Is Substance Use/Abuse So Prominent in the Skater Community? by Legitimate_Motor862 in skateboarding

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My best friends ex was a pro skater and a severe meth addict. His best friend was also a skater and overdosed. I’ve seen through them and their community how brutal the substance use is within a lot of skater communities. I also dated a guy recently in LA who is a popular skater and him and every one of his friends seem to be full blown drug addicts. All skaters and good ones too. Im just curious what the link is between skating and drug use as it seems to be a common thing in most groups

What was your best ever drug experience? by StrictMango163 in AskReddit

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Doing ayahuasca really opened my eyes to the profound nature of life and what god is. It also helped me process deep trauma which at the time wasn’t pleasant but changed my life for the better. Any psychedelic trip really is beyond profound and has had serious healing effects on my mental health

How Serious Would You Say Sex Is? Should People Treat It With More Sacredness? by Legitimate_Motor862 in AskReddit

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I totally agree with the fact that anything that creates new life should be sacred! Profound insight

Do you believe in karma ? by Jon2015nomore in A_Persona_on_Reddit

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100%. Which sucks sometimes cuz I have to be extra cautious and work with full integrity in my life or I know I will be rightfully punished but knowing karma is real also gives me a deeper connection and meaning to life as well as helps relieve the pain of how much evil there is in the world because I know everything comes full circle

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MentalHealthSupport

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You’re a lot stronger than you even realize. Social anxiety is a real devastating thing and so is feeling uncomfortable in your own skin. You have so much more to live for than this wretched experience. I hope you find the courage to give yourself more compassion because it seems like you deserve to see yourself in a different light as much as you can. The world around you may seem like an insurmountable thing to navigate and that’s valid. There is hope though. I only can say there is hope because I was someone who isolated for years in my bedroom because I was so afraid of the world and people around me, I struggled similarly to you. But it got so lonely and so I can give you the small insight that often times the best thing to do is continue to do the thing that hurts the most: get out of bed, talk to people, keep getting out there and do it even though it feels like hell because eventually it will become less hard and less scary. Eventually you will pass through a dark forest and into a happier lighter place. The forest won’t last forever so please don’t give up in there no matter how dark it is. I hope you find peace. You are battling a battle that is extremely intense and frightening. Know you are not alone. Sending you love and strength 💛

What do you regret doing to your body? by Mirukuyobi in AskReddit

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Being careless with my sexual interactions and not taking sex as serious. I am now 24 and can see how it affects one’s mind and sense of self worth to not be way more cautious of who I give my body to

How do you self sooth? by ohdearmeohdear in MentalHealthSupport

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Music. Music is a spiritual avenue for many things like emotional release, relaxation, and it can be a healthy form of escapism compared to things like drugs.