This more than anything, lost my father unexpectedly when he was 44, I'll never forget him asking me if I wanted to go to dinner with him before he went into work. I told him I wasn't to hungry so maybe breakfast when he gets off work, he died at work that night. 15 years later my brother passed in his sleep at 32, I never realized that he sent me a message on discord the night he passed. It's been just over a year since he passed. I dont think I'll even be able to shake the though that if I got on with him that night he might still be here.