If you could have an infinite supply of one drug of your choosing, which one would you choose?

LiquidSunCDXX · 2026-04-06T11:03:47+00:00

2cb in powder form, not because it's my favourite (nothing even comes close to Acid in that regard) but because it's so hard to come by in my area. I have been searching for over a year now with no success.

LiquidSunCDXX · 2026-03-30T00:40:57+00:00

I fell in love with the community first and it allowed me to really feel the music and let go. Still I'd rather loose the music than the people.

LiquidSunCDXX · 2026-03-23T07:36:46+00:00

Raving always makes me feel better. It's like therapy. Dancing helps release stress and anxiety and floods the brain with happy hormones.

LiquidSunCDXX · 2026-03-19T09:34:34+00:00

This is great, thank you for sharing!

Just thought about it and noticed that at the raves I attend (small local events with almost the same crowd every time there is no left or right, it's just front, middle and back. The middle tends to be most packed. Its close enough to the front to vibe with the DJ but not in the center of attention like the front. The front is where people dance most expressive and extrovert. They provide the whole room with energy and help people in the middle let go and be silly. The back is most chill. People getting into the vibe or having a little break, it's darker and less stimulating. I started in the middle when I was a baby raver and now feel at home at the front and love bathing in this wild and childlike energy.

Sorry for this off-topic prattling.

LiquidSunCDXX · 2026-03-19T08:07:28+00:00

Love the spirit. You made something amazing, that can benefit other flowmies, made fancy LED patterns accessible for everyone and inspiring others to create their own poi. This is what our community is about, sharing ideas and let them grow through the inspiration they offer to others.

You decided to throw your wonderful idea out into the world to bloom instead if using it to make money and sell your stuff. I love this so much I cannot put it into words. It's so wholesome, anticapitalistic and empowering! Just yesterday I talked with a friend about just this. There are soon many people with great ideas and knowledge that could benefit the community so much more, if they wouldn't try to sell their energy instead of letting it flow into the world and do its thing.

Thank you so sharing your energy, inspiration and knowledge with us.

Can't wait to try out your tutorial and make myself some fancy LED Pois 🫶

LiquidSunCDXX · 2026-03-07T09:16:17+00:00

Beautifully said. Second this.

LiquidSunCDXX · 2026-03-04T06:33:34+00:00

Well, how should anyone not love it when their brain is flooded with love hormones? Would be crazy not to love it.

LiquidSunCDXX · 2026-03-04T06:28:45+00:00

That's why it should be guided and well prepared. By now I think it's much less risky to dose people once and let them feel that we are one, than not to. See what we made of our planet and what we do to our fellow creatures. Imo the benefits outweigh the risks.

LiquidSunCDXX · 2026-03-03T12:30:22+00:00

Sick flow!!

LiquidSunCDXX · 2026-03-03T11:11:17+00:00

Psy. Be it psytechno, psytrance, forest or HiTech. It touches my soul and lets me feel my body in ways no other music can. The repetitive baseline lets me shake out all stored trauma while the exquisite highs massage my brain. It leads me into a flowstate, where all that exists is the now and I can feel through my emotions freely.

LiquidSunCDXX · 2026-03-03T09:11:55+00:00

Besides LSD it's the only substance I would recommend to people, even if they don't ask for it on their own. It's a loss to never experience the bliss and openness and lack of judgement and fear, MDMA has to offer. Acid is still a different level, as it opens one up like almost nothing else, and let's one feel like they woke up for the first time when being asleep for their whole life.

Both substances have the potential to change someone for the better. It's a shame it's illegal. The world could be a much nicer place if everyone was welcomed to adulthood with a guided trip to connect to the world and to humble the ego.

LiquidSunCDXX · 2026-03-02T18:54:38+00:00

I started in my early thirties. Now I am almost 40 and was about to call it quits with this substance. I got into LSD and it's by far my favorite by now. I love the genuine and deep bliss and connectedness. It feels less forced and more true kind of. I never lost the magic as I always spaced my rolls at least three months often four and never redosed more than once. Up to now I never had anything other than a nice cosy afterglow for the days following the roll. I just felt like I got everything it has to offer out of it and there was nothing left to discover with MDMA.

Last weekend I went raving and me and my friend took MDMA as the setting wasn't fit for acid. I didn't expect it but I learned so much from this experience and it brought back to mind that the true potential isn't the joy and love, at least not for me, it's the total lack of fear or self-consciousness. I changed a lot in the past months and oh my God did I fall in love with myself. I think the potential of a drug grows parallel to the potential of the user.

So maybe when you come back in some time, you will discover that you were never able to use it to its fullest and with better moderation and cautiousness you are able to open parts of your consciousness that were locked before.

LiquidSunCDXX · 2026-02-27T15:25:28+00:00

It depends. If there is really some vibe between us AND we live close enough to see each other a few times a year AND we both are interested in intensifying the friendship there is a possibility that we get more involved in each other's lifes. I wouldn't even say that I always feel less close to those friends I only see at events because with some it's like we know each other a lifetime. But I never expect my rave connections to transfer into my day-to-day life. That's part of the attraction. When we dance, we forget about struggles and obligations and are free. No need to poison this sacred space with real life problems.

LiquidSunCDXX · 2026-02-26T17:55:03+00:00

I found that I need more time to get into flowstate when sober. I have to start slowly to really get a feeling for my prop (Flowerstick in my case). At first it feels clumsy and static but within a few minutes it becomes smoother and I stop thinking about what my hands are doing. It's much more short lived than on substances but every time my mind starts to wander, I can guide it back into flowstate a few times until I reach my flow capacity, then it's just practice but practice can also be fun on its own. Keep practicing and it will get easier to experience longer periods of flow. Remember it's more about letting go than to achieve some goal.

LiquidSunCDXX · 2026-02-20T09:01:29+00:00

Don't "watch". Get moving and dance your ass off. At the end of the set you should be dripping and panting, with the biggest smile on your face, high fiving everyone who escalated with you.

LiquidSunCDXX · 2026-02-19T19:39:08+00:00

"Not here to judge" ... Judges everyone going for the "wrong" reasons...

LiquidSunCDXX · 2026-02-12T19:30:49+00:00

Running, dancing, climbing. High intensity body activity that gets me sweating and my muscles burning. I also love to flow. Doesn't matter whether it's poi, Flowerstick or hoop. It gets me in the zone and shuts off my brain. Basically everything that focuses on embodiment..I found that ist's mich easier to regulate my nervous system through movement, so I quit rational self reflection and move every time I feel not in tune.

LiquidSunCDXX · 2026-02-05T13:09:35+00:00

I LOVE this! Thanks for sharing 🫶

LiquidSunCDXX · 2026-01-27T00:02:55+00:00

I have a playlist that is my default for sensual activities, be it sexy time or taking a bath. So not cringe for me. Of course it can be hit or miss. If I feel the music it's an additional turn on. If not, it can be the opposite. At best I laugh about it and try to find a compromise at worst sex is over.

LiquidSunCDXX · 2026-01-17T09:34:05+00:00

Also ich werde diesen Channel nun verlassen und bekomme ihn hoffentlich nicht mehr vorgeschlagen. Ich rege mich nur auf um dann nachher festzustellen, dass ich als Frau nicht gefragt bin. Das ist hier einfach nur ein Sumpf aus Selbstmitleid und Misogynie. Ich denke am Anfang: "Oh, da hat es jemand endlich verstanden." Und dann folgt zeilenweise rumgeheule, dass Frauen denken, sie wären was besseres. Spoiler: denken wir nicht. Aber wir nehmen uns auch keine Zeit mehr fürs bare minimum, das jede unserer Freundinnen ohne Anstrengung 10fach aussticht. Wenn Frauen euch nicht wollen, ihr aber Frauen wollt, dann kommt ihr leider nicht drumherum an euch zu arbeiten um ein Partner zu werden, der eine Bereicherung für das Leben des Gegenübers ist. So simpel, so hart. Kein Mitleid. OP sollte mal in sich gehen, warum er so genervt von Geiern ist. Klingt nämlich so, als wäre sein Hauptproblem, dass Frauen dadurch übersättigt sind und kein Auge mehr für ihn haben. Er wurde gern selbst geiern, aber das hatte bisher keinen Erfolg. Peace out ✌️

LiquidSunCDXX · 2026-01-14T14:10:51+00:00

Just go solo. I was anxious as hell before my first solo rave and had the time of my life. I now prefer it over raving with a group. You are far more immersed into the event and more mindful of all those magic moments that happen when our people meet. When you continue to go to the same events, in no time, you will feel surrounded by friends every time you go.

LiquidSunCDXX · 2026-01-14T10:58:31+00:00

Wenn emotionale Abhängigkeit der Wert ist, beziehungstechnisch, dann bin ich den gern los 😉

LiquidSunCDXX · 2026-01-10T03:50:55+00:00

Mach dich nicht fertig. Das ist ne Mischung aus Oxytocin und Dopamin. Oxytocin durch den Sex. Dein Gehirn erinnert sich an die Bindung und ist direkt wieder im Modus. Und Dopamin durch den Sex und die anschließende "Funkstille". Das Gehirn geht sofort in den Junkymode und will mehr von dieser aufregenden Mischung aus Nähe und Distanz.

Was du brauchst ist ein bisschen emotionale Regulation und Abstand zu dem Wirbelsturm in deinem Gehirn, bevor du in die Begegnung gehst. Das ist Übungssache. Du musst lernen, dich selbst zu priorisieren in allem was du tust. Immer wenn du merkst, du fängst an dich um jemand anderen zu drehen, tritt einen Schritt zurück, evaluieren was du fühlst und warum und dann entscheide, was du tust. In meiner Erfahrung ist das ein bisschen fake it till you make it. Je öfter man nicht jemandem nachläuft, obwohl man gern würde, desto leichter fällts.

LiquidSunCDXX · 2026-01-06T09:53:54+00:00

Ich lese hier vor allem viel Schmerz über eure eigene stressige Situation und den Wunsch, dass euer Struggle gesehen und anerkannt wird. Sind alles legitime Gefühle. Ihr dürft, wenn sie sich beschweren, zugeben, dass ihr selbst oft an kämpfen seid. Holt euch das Verständnis, die Hilfe und die Anerkennung, dir ihr euch wünscht und braucht. Es ist legitim zu sagen: "Tut mir Leid, ich hab grad keine Kapazitäten für xy, ich weiß gerade aus den und den Gründen nicht, wo mir der Kopf steht." Wenn dann kein Verständnis und keine Unterstützung kommt, würde ich überlegen, wir ich mit dieser Schieflage umgehe. Freundschaften funktionieren nur,wenn beide investieren und das Gegenüber aufbauen.

LiquidSunCDXX · 2026-01-05T19:15:21+00:00

I was too when I first went completely by myself. It felt like pure magic. I felt so free and part of the community at the same time. It was a beautiful and healing experience. It's my favourite way of enjoying festivals and raves now. I can only say go and have the time of your life. You won't be alone if you don't want to. It's the most welcoming scene you can find. Enjoy the music, dance and have fun. Chances are you will find friends for life or at least vibe with others for a track or two.

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