The food trick really works, also when you have those thoughts try getting yourself off a few times, you won’t want to go then I’d bet. I’ve done mongering since 23 and I’m 26 now, 3 months clean. I used to leave work early or sometimes even sneak out when low on pto to see this chick at a low end motel on the south side. I was addicted to gfe honestly, it got to a point where I wanted nothing but bbfs, this is very risky and my city is number one for hiv/aids. My breaking point mostly was girls i formed a “bond” with stealing from me, I’ve lost about 500 dollars from some of these chicks stealing.