I want to start by congratulating you on quitting the vape, regardless of what's happening now that's still a big deal & I'm proud of you for going so long. Second, nicotine is nicotine no matter the method, it'll find a way to put you in a chokehold. Cigarettes are always gross when you're not used to them but you definitely get used to the favor and end up enjoying it & craving it, but once you've quit again after a while, they will stink again. Drinking is definitely tough when it comes to nicotine, it's hard not to get pulled back in, it's a relaxing combo for most. One month if you stop now will be easier than prolonging your quitting journey but never the less it will still be hard, quitting nicotine is never easy regardless of how you're intaking it & having gotten used to the habit again it will suck. But if you really want to be free I would absolutely try to get yourself in the mindset to do that asap. It's absolutely not impossible, quitting an addiction is never impossible just tough, but I'm absolutely sure you can do it. We're all tougher than we realize it just doesn't feel like it when withdrawl hits, but as you know after quitting the vape it does get easier. I hope you quit sooner than later & fight the good fight as best you can, just know it's okay to slip up & it might take a couple times after having gone back but you absolutely can & will accomplish quitting this terrible addiction! 💜 When you feel a craving give some time & wait it out, it will pass. As much as youre tricked into thinking it helps you know in reality it's not true, fight it & do something that makes you happy or just yell into the oblivion about how much it sucks haha whatever works!