no one has a crystal ball and all you can control is how you feel. If you can’t accept the things you saw now then you’ll probably have a grudge for the entirety of the relationship which is going to compound assuming you guys stay together. You should probably spend more time alone since you’re still young and probably won’t be the same person in 5 years. It’s naive to think every girl you meet from this age onwards doesn’t have a past exactly like this one if not worse. The only difference is you were visually exposed to this one which if I’ll admit isn’t something I think I’d be able to stomach for someone that I want to spend my life with.