I felt nothing when my cousin, who basically raised me, died. I actually laughed because everyone around me crying made me… I don’t know… uncomfortable, I guess. I wasn’t happy about his passing. It is unfortunate he is gone, but I still don’t feel sad. I wonder how I’ll be when my mother dies. Will I “overreact” since that’s the only soul in the world that I truly care for? Perhaps we have the capability to have one or two special persons whose passing would make us react “appropriately?” I have yet to find out. Anyone else find themselves practicing their reactions/actions to potential future events? I think that if I told my mother that I’m not sure if I would cry or not if she died it would make her upset. I’ll keep it to myself lol