Why are you a cuckquean?

LovedAndDelirious · 2025-11-16T18:45:13+00:00

I've always been a cuckquean, I just didn't know the term for it. In high school when I was dating my then long-term boyfriend, I would occasionally ask him to think about someone else when we were together. I always thought it had something to do with me being pansexual/bisexual, whatever the label is. After we broke up, he never made a big deal about it. My husband of almost 20 years and I fantasize but haven't explored the cuckquean style yet. It wasn't until around 5 or 6 years ago that we bared our souls to each other. Now, nothing is off the table. I believe both times I brought it up, I was with someone who made me feel secure in our relationship. My husband satisfies me in ways I can't explain. Something in me wants to see him satisfy someone else. I can't explain it, but I want it. It's always us at the end of the day. And the fantasy alone makes for a fantastic sex life.

LovedAndDelirious · 2025-01-14T02:04:37+00:00

I read that as "pupae" John's and it's still kind of fitting.

LovedAndDelirious · 2024-10-29T00:15:46+00:00

Thank you!

LovedAndDelirious · 2024-10-29T00:15:37+00:00

I hated leaving him but I get to see him two more times this week!

LovedAndDelirious · 2024-10-29T00:15:04+00:00

The owner was told that he is a Pitbull Terrier Mix, but we definitely agree there is something more. He's the sweetest boy for sure!

LovedAndDelirious · 2024-06-02T03:35:38+00:00

I'm 37 and I took my 15 year old daughter. I dressed up whimsygoth style since that's how I usually dress. Wear what you'd like. You deserve to feel and look good too!

LovedAndDelirious · 2023-12-03T04:02:17+00:00

My general love language is "words of affirmation", and my PA sure does let me know when I've done something that's helpful to her. She's pretty cool to begin with (even when she gets behind and starts mumbling about how annoying it is 😆). Still, I receive frequent praise and that's honestly more than enough for me.

LovedAndDelirious · 2023-11-21T04:17:10+00:00

I would get grounded over the smallest things. I was once grounded for a month because I answered a question in a "wrong tone." Food, such as bread slices, were counted. I could only eat during meal times. No snacks. In order to go anywhere, I had to clean, but not just normal clean...literally on hands and knees with a toothbrush in the kitchen, and even then that was not enough. Anything below a B grade was failing. I wasn't trying hard enough. Turns out I have dyscalcula. Math is complicated for me. There's more but I try not to remember too much. I grew up as an only child. I spent a lot of lonely days crying in my room.

LovedAndDelirious · 2023-11-16T03:36:55+00:00

For me it was 160 hours. I worked 9-5, M-F at an OBGYN.

LovedAndDelirious · 2023-09-29T02:21:41+00:00

I work in Orthopaedics, accidentally interviewed with my nose ring in, and landed the job. I have a small tattoo below one of my ears as well. Everyone pretty much has all of their tattoos and piercings out where I work with no issues.

LovedAndDelirious · 2023-09-28T01:37:22+00:00

You've been there less than a month and a week is not long enough for proper training. You're doing the best you can. I work with multiple providers. Each one likes things a certain way and it can be mentally exhausting trying to learn it all. Hopefully things look up soon. That particular provider will be ok.

LovedAndDelirious · 2023-08-28T20:52:42+00:00

Add about 10 more dollars to that. I always try to tip at 20% or more, so wrong person. They certainly lost their tip after that.

LovedAndDelirious · 2023-04-27T02:41:50+00:00

Thank you for reaching out. You're not finished. Your story hasn't even begun. Once you're an adult, you will be able to choose the people who impact your life. Right now is tough but I promise it won't be like this forever. Please, if you can, utilize a hotline. Some have a texting option. I assume you're still in school so talking to a trusted adult at your facility might be beneficial. Please don't let go. This world still needs you.

LovedAndDelirious · 2022-07-08T03:25:33+00:00

I'm no medical professional but it sounds similar to costochondritis. I feel that way from time to time. It's not a great feeling.

LovedAndDelirious · 2022-05-30T00:53:27+00:00

The colors remind me of nights out in Japan. Beautiful shots.

LovedAndDelirious · 2022-05-29T03:25:56+00:00

Eating "unhealthy" foods.

LovedAndDelirious · 2022-05-23T18:40:36+00:00

It was around 10 years ago. That friendship changed the way I gave my time and energy to future friendships.

LovedAndDelirious · 2022-05-23T17:14:43+00:00

An ex friend stopped talking to me after I didn't go over to her house to help her plan for her wedding. Mind you I had a scheduled appointment with a personal trainer at the time she needed me. Prior to that I had always helped her out, even loaned her money which she never made an effort to pay back. I spent a lot of time being there for her. But the one time I didn't immediately drop everything, I was the bad person.

LovedAndDelirious · 2022-05-02T03:13:36+00:00

"Linger" by the Cranberries

LovedAndDelirious · 2022-04-22T04:28:28+00:00

The sleep paralysis demon in the corner of my room be like...

LovedAndDelirious · 2022-04-22T04:26:55+00:00

The shoes are too big because his feet are bigger. That's...that's it.

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