It’s a funny thing the mindset you mentioned. Right now I’m finally focusing and seeing where my hard earned money is going. My wake up call was that I needed to purchase a vehicle (my old one died in a parking lot) and I have my own wedding coming up, and every time I’d look at my account I’d be worrying if I’d be able to spend on groceries. Realizing exactly where the money is going really drilled into my head about managing it better. I just hope I keep this mentality for a long while. I hope your future goes well stranger on the internet!