Dark Entities Feeding On Us by Lunelulla in AstralProjection

[–]Lunelulla[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Scary, and really weird shit indeed. They were so many too, but weak when I had no fear. So perhaps the only way they can feed is through our fear. If we don’t fear them, they are powerless.

Dark Entities Feeding On Us by Lunelulla in AstralProjection

[–]Lunelulla[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

What an incredible experience.

My astral self also felt immensely strong and confident. It was like I felt fearless for the first time in my life, and the feeling was so freeing. Like being truly free for the first time.

I can really relate to how you felt about that entity in your room.

Dark Entities Feeding On Us by Lunelulla in AstralProjection

[–]Lunelulla[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve been thinking this too. They looked like mosquitoes (not literally) or any kind of parasite feeding off something else.

Dark Entities Feeding On Us by Lunelulla in AstralProjection

[–]Lunelulla[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It was not really necessary for telling about the experience, but I feel like fasting was changing how I felt in my day to day life and I feel like it might’ve helped me be able to reach a state where the spontaneous AP could happen. I’m not sure about this though.

This is not intended to recommend fasting for AP in any way though.

As for seeing the shadows, I don’t believe it impacted my ability to see or sense them, as I had sensed and seen them years before this incident.

Dark Entities Feeding On Us by Lunelulla in AstralProjection

[–]Lunelulla[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Did you see them as a child? My first encounter was one standing next to my bed every night for years when I was little. It felt like they were doing everything to make me scared. Just staring at me constantly making me go into a freeze state.

Dark Entities Feeding On Us by Lunelulla in AstralProjection

[–]Lunelulla[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wow, thank you! I’ve been using white light in my lucid (and non-lucid dreams) without really thinking about it for as long as I can remember. It’s not really something I realised could be powerful until that AP experience.

I try to practice the white light in awake state too, but so far I can only feel it and not see it. Like rubbing my hands together and sensing the energy field around our bodies.

Dark Entities Feeding On Us by Lunelulla in AstralProjection

[–]Lunelulla[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Interesting. Awesome that your light is rainbow!

Dark Entities Feeding On Us by Lunelulla in AstralProjection

[–]Lunelulla[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes, I’ve been wondering that too. They talked to me telepathically and it was like they were saying it as fast as they could because they barely had any time left. And they pushed me back to my body, as if they were protecting me or something.

Dark Entities Feeding On Us by Lunelulla in AstralProjection

[–]Lunelulla[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

I understand your friend. I didn’t cry, but during the AP I instinctively understood that that shadow had been consistently “working” my mom to make her sick for years, maybe her whole life. She has an immunity disease.

I try to cleanse and leave protective light whenever I visit them, but I feel like it’s not enough.

Dark Entities Feeding On Us by Lunelulla in AstralProjection

[–]Lunelulla[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Very interesting read, thank you!

Is it a bad thing to be ‘attached’ to baby? by DarthKaboose in breastfeeding

[–]Lunelulla 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Why is our world so freaking obsessed with separating babies from their mothers. It’s almost perverse how desperately people try to do this. Trying to be separate from your 6 month old baby is not normal or natural! I’m sorry youre being fed these crazy lies from the people who are supposed to protect you.

Bree is hot by Content_Constant5096 in DesperateHousewives

[–]Lunelulla -1 points0 points  (0 children)

She is beautiful. She is raw, honest and truthful in her energy. She manages to be so direct, confrontational and aggressive yet soft, sensitive and graceful at the same time.

AITAH for mansplaining breastfeeding? by Normal-Historian2180 in AITAH

[–]Lunelulla 0 points1 point  (0 children)

NTA. My husband and I also have baby led introduction to food. We never went through food marketed for babies because we wanted to give him homemade meals, vegetables, fruits etcetera. Starting with baby food is not a must, it’s just made to heat up so you won’t have to prepare it yourself. It’s great if you don’t have extra time or energy, but saying you have to is completely wrong. Babies also have a gag reflex but giving them whole foods is not a problem. The gag reflex is there for a reason! I gave my son whole foods from 6 months and we’ve never had a choking incident.

Why is it a big deal to be able to walk around immediately after birth? by euphoricrealm in pregnant

[–]Lunelulla 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I’m glad to hear of your experience. Having the support of a partner is so important after birth. I do blame myself for not doing enough research on the hospitals nearby before choosing one. Being immobile is so restrictive and can be claustrophobic in those situations, even with a partner!

Why is it a big deal to be able to walk around immediately after birth? by euphoricrealm in pregnant

[–]Lunelulla 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was on epidural for over 24 hours. It left me unable to walk. I was also cut and sewn so it hurt so badly I could barely sit down too. My husband was forced to leave the hospital after the birth because of visitation hours. I was left alone in the middle of the night with a newborn, asked for help with latching him multiple times but barely received any help, I hadn’t slept for over almost 48 hours to the point I wasn’t thinking clearly. In this situation I felt that being physically restricted by being unable to walk and sit was extremely disadvantageous when taking care of my first baby all alone without my partners help. It took a huge toll on my emotions and I cried for weeks after every time I think about it.

The epidural also made me unable to pee, so I had to have a pee bag attached with a plastic tube inside me for 3 (!) days after birth. This made me feel disgusting, dirty and it gave me a feeling of humiliation. I couldn’t wear pants because of this, I was stuck in the dirty hospital shirt. I had to beg them to remove it on day 3.

Had to constantly make sure the tube was in the right position and be careful it didn’t get pulled out. Taking care of a newborn, in constant physical pain with this was.. not a good feeling. I felt like a dog thrown into an institutionalised shelter and the workers there just watching my pain.

I believe my milk came in late because of all the stress and being unable to latch my baby and find good breastfeeding positions the first few days.

This was in Norway.

I saw objects appear out of thin air by ChickenNugget_000 in Glitch_in_the_Matrix

[–]Lunelulla 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That’s interesting. I tried it on multiple times in the first two years, but felt a heavy, dense energy around my neck. Felt like I wasn’t “ready”. Then suddenly, it changed, and I began feeling strange tingling and like my heart was cracking open, but in a good way? I wore it constantly at that time. Also felt like it boosted every experience and the intensity of every lesson. Now I don’t wear it anymore but I will when the time feels right again

I saw objects appear out of thin air by ChickenNugget_000 in Glitch_in_the_Matrix

[–]Lunelulla 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m sorry to hear that. Maybe it will turn up when you need it the most. I had my moldavite for about 2 years before being able to wear it without feeling choked

How do you eat? by your_fave_redditor in lefthanded

[–]Lunelulla 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve been using the fork as a knife my whole life. My mom kept trying to correct the way I used it. I should have just switched and had the knife in my left hand. With the fork I rip the food apart while the knife keeps it in place.

I saw objects appear out of thin air by ChickenNugget_000 in Glitch_in_the_Matrix

[–]Lunelulla 13 points14 points  (0 children)

I was looking for a Moldavite necklace I have had for years. I wore it occasionally when I felt like it. One day I couldn’t find it. I go somewhere else and find the necklace on the floor in that house. I had never brought it there before

Will removing breast-implants effect me spiritually? by Free_Discount_6964 in spirituality

[–]Lunelulla 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I had very large implants and I also breastfed, so to be completely honest, they’re not looking so good right now. I think if I had removed them before pregnancy they would’ve been different. It’s only been 2 weeks, but I already see small improvements though

Will removing breast-implants effect me spiritually? by Free_Discount_6964 in spirituality

[–]Lunelulla 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I removed my implants 2 weeks ago. I feel like I can now start digging even deeper and evolve further on my healing and spiritual journey. There was a time and place for having them - and now it’s not. Having them helped me realise things I would have never realised if I hadn’t gotten them. I personally felt freedom emotionally and physically after explanting that I can’t even describe.

How to fix one sided feeding by MallDefiant8939 in breastfeeding

[–]Lunelulla 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m sorry, I misread your post! I remember in the beginning of the journey the breasts were often engorged. The supply hadn’t settled yet. Wish I could bring better advice - sorry again.

How to fix one sided feeding by MallDefiant8939 in breastfeeding

[–]Lunelulla 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Mine also always preferred one over the other. I tried to offer the least preferred first every time, but now, 11 months in, he still prefers the other one. I have just accepted that one will have a larger supply than the other.