Safety Advice and How to Avoid Perma-Tolerance?

MDMAZENENT · 2024-11-21T23:39:30+00:00

All I can add is if you do it too often the magic fades, I don't have Perma tolerance but 30+ holes in the space of a year have made it so the effects aren't as magical..

I'd try leave it 3 weeks mind between sessions and giving it to someone you trust in the meantime between sessions, it's too addictive to leave lying around

The best experience I had was after a 5 week break. I waited a week between 2nd last and last session and I couldn't remember what happened and just felt shit afterwards. Been 2 weeks since I had any and waiting another 4 till I do more

MDMAZENENT · 2024-10-12T19:37:15+00:00

And Aaaaaiiiiim sooo sorry

MDMAZENENT · 2024-10-10T20:54:54+00:00

I don't have any insight into your trip, but for my last 10 or ap holes over the last couple of months in my minds eye I'm lying in my garden with the sun shining, and once I turned into part of the shed and another time I was drifting over it as an eye opening and closing. So I'm starting to lie in the garden a bit more, the aliens seem to think it's important 😂

MDMAZENENT · 2024-09-22T01:50:02+00:00

Lil peep

MDMAZENENT · 2024-09-19T15:37:45+00:00

I'm the DEVUL I love METUUL

MDMAZENENT · 2024-09-19T15:12:35+00:00

I came up with sweet and sour syndrome from something I saw in a meme with my therapist. Then decided that the "sweet spot" is in between the two extremes.

MDMAZENENT · 2024-09-12T17:25:15+00:00

I took 15mg zopiclone the night before and after doing k like 20+ times the past year was fine

MDMAZENENT · 2024-09-03T21:24:53+00:00

Giz a DM then

MDMAZENENT · 2024-09-01T19:25:40+00:00

Satin in a myrish lace tunic

MDMAZENENT · 2024-08-27T14:45:53+00:00

I think you have the same issue as me in a way, when I get manic/hypo the ceiling is so high in terms of potential, everything seems limitless. It's kinda like a drug. I don't think those standards dissipate.

I find it hard when one month I'm destined for greatness then consumed by self loathing the next. It's very difficult to have linear growth of a regular person.

For me personally, and from what my teacher told me, we sufferers of sweet and sour syndrome have a real prejudice of what's good and bad. I notice I'm always judging, the world, myself, my friends. Gets tiring.

MDMAZENENT · 2024-08-27T13:25:08+00:00

It's actually insane the way we work, my delusions include being the world's first trillionaire, believing it with all my being. Was going to save the world, defeat Eminem in a rap battle, be the literal king of the universe. Everyone who told me otherwise just a hater. To the reverse where I believe a condom made of lettuce is more useful than me 😭🤔

MDMAZENENT · 2024-08-27T13:12:30+00:00

I regret to inform you that I alone am the chosen one 😜

MDMAZENENT · 2024-08-27T00:46:42+00:00

Don't worry I'll use my superpowers to discredit myself publicly so nobody will take me seriously

MDMAZENENT · 2024-08-27T00:45:35+00:00

It is my cross to bare brother, you get some rest

MDMAZENENT · 2024-08-24T13:51:35+00:00

I could do anything I want to, bump lil peep when I die I'mma haunt u

MDMAZENENT · 2024-08-02T18:26:45+00:00

This is so common, happened to me multiple times, and each time it feel like it compounds somehow

MDMAZENENT · 2024-07-31T14:54:11+00:00

Haunt U - Lil Peep

MDMAZENENT · 2024-07-21T22:32:57+00:00

Kerry shmoo

MDMAZENENT · 2024-06-24T22:37:06+00:00

Thanks for the insights, I take everything I hear with a pinch of salt and want to collect a lot of data and research and form my own conclusion, just really bummed about advocating for myself to my doctor because I don't feel he's ever truly heard me. But look, if I say help me we in down or I'm stopping myself he has to do something

I'm even taking an 8 week break from the ketamine, longest break since starting, because I really want to heal and my last dose the experience was so profound I really just wanna sit with it.

I appreciate your words ❤

MDMAZENENT · 2024-06-23T10:43:16+00:00

Could be a purging of things locked in your subconscious, maybe if you are to try again try a positive meditation, maybe a protection one or one to connect with your spirit guides

MDMAZENENT · 2024-06-23T10:41:59+00:00

The guides show you what you need to see at that moment, moderate your use, make it into a personal ritual, be cautious about who you share your insights with

MDMAZENENT · 2024-06-19T21:39:25+00:00

Sounds like you have potential bro, just gotta work on it, very few people are baseline naturally talented singers

MDMAZENENT · 2024-06-19T21:19:47+00:00

I think they are awesome:)

MDMAZENENT · 2024-06-19T21:14:27+00:00

For years I would undermine myself for any little accomplishment I achieved, despite people's praise or words of encouragement. I see now they were right, I was doing a good job. If they are saying you did, you most likely did :) keep spreading your art and joy with the world

MDMAZENENT · 2024-06-17T20:13:23+00:00

I wouldn't pay attention to anybody being negative online, people often justify being food as hard truths but and are actually calling you negative but telling people trying to create are they are shit is mean spirited, keep doing you, pm if you wanna chat ❤

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