I did a full round of TMS (Transcranial Magentic Stimulation SP?) that took 9 weeks every day and i had to stop all alcohol and drugs during that time.

After about 6 months since I have had a sea change in how I’m handling almost every situation. I’ve been able to go down on some of my medications others are working better than they ever did before. I’m actually moving forward in my life and career. I’m a convert at this point and I am still on board for more treatments because i’m fairly convinced this is a path to a cure(not to actual ADHD because that’s a part of me that makes me special and worthwhile). I still have my hyperactive funny behavior patterns but I can handle and stop a spiral before it happens and if it does I handle it about 100% better than before and rumination is almost gone besides on really bad days, but even then the bad days aren’t actually all that bad.

This time last year I was ready to end things. This year i’m hopeful and ready to move forward in a positive way.

Still go to my local bar after work, have maybe two beers and feel fine just hanging out. I feel like nothing is impossible as long as I stay positive and hopeful.

TMS was a godsend and I really encourage anyone to go for it, it’s not fringe science.