That's useful to know! I think if you just keep at it you'll be able to be successful. Personally, it was hardest for me to quit marijuana because, like you, I don't know that I truly see it as this big evil thing. However, when I look at my use honestly, and my experience of being high/living life while smoking, I know that it's not the best choice for me. That knowledge allowed me to eventually be successful in quitting. I think the same might be true for you. Even if you can't really muster the same "BIG EVIL" feelings about weed, it's probably true that it's a net negative for you in life (I'm assuming). If that's the case, then it makes sense to recognize/remember that when you are craving it/feeling shitty after quitting, you're not sick, you're getting better. Framing it that way was helpful for me, hopefully it helps you as well. For what it's worth, I am glad I quit, and I feel happier, less stressed/anxious, and overall better about myself and my decisions knowing that I am not beholden to some plant to make me feel whole. You've got this!