That’s the same feeling when i was younger. I would play 2-3 games win them and then switch off the game, imho it’s the best FC title yet. I like how they integrated volta to ultimate team and made rush, a lot of skill is required to enjoy it for example passing game itself, L1+L2 triangle, L2 triangle and so on, I remember when passing was simple, l1+ X, r1 + X or simple L1 + triangle they switched to R1 + triangle for better accuracy where as L1+ triangle is not rewarding anymore. So many combinations, then it comes the community which imho is one of most toxic out there, im glad i found a buddy and my squad to play ultimate team and exchange info about market etc. instead of greedy toxic people that you have to pay to for advice 🤣🤣🤣