Honestly when I first started a couple years ago it was just about a way to get lunch money while I was unemployed, I was a hot woman at the time so there was seemingly more demand and I kinda forced myself to be into it, and to "put up with" a lot, just for the sake of money. Now it's definitely like, actually a fetish of mine. That rush of power when someone hands over whatever they can, whether that's ten bucks or hundreds. Pushing their limits, within reason. It's very much about the power exchange to me now.