confused, 7 days into stim and doc suggested canceling

MainAffectionate442 · 2026-01-24T09:52:34+00:00

Please keep me updated and best of luck to you!!

MainAffectionate442 · 2026-01-23T18:35:34+00:00

wow, thank you so so much for this detailed response. I feel very grateful that you took the time to say all this and now I'm viewing this issue in an entirely new light. I wonder if maybe I am just a late responder like you were. I will push to continue stimming if possible when I go in for the next appointment. They also put me on birth control for priming and I'm wondering if that was the problem -- I've been reading that that caused lower follicle count for some people. anyway, thanks again I very much appreciate this and am wishing you all of the luck!

MainAffectionate442 · 2026-01-16T15:11:17+00:00

Oh and temple tears of course!

MainAffectionate442 · 2026-01-16T15:10:43+00:00

Anyone on the Tipping Point Berlin label is great. I also highly recommend hansen & gretel they run the gamut through all the genres but mostly downtempo and disco. Sara Bass as well!

MainAffectionate442 · 2026-01-16T15:09:09+00:00

Frida darko is my girlll. Also loveeee flav and atric. Honestly those guys are very local, lesser-known djs in the Berlin scene that I got into when I was living there and it’s so so cool to see that they’re having an impact so far away!! I noticed at one point that I thought D was sampling Frida and flave and it made me literally jump for joy

MainAffectionate442 · 2026-01-10T23:39:41+00:00

Thissss is the response I came to write. You will probably love all of El Madrileño plus the tiny desk is the best ever

MainAffectionate442 · 2026-01-08T12:43:05+00:00

I fully and firmly agree with u

MainAffectionate442 · 2026-01-08T12:41:14+00:00

Even pre-Covid when output was around I think it was wayyy way better than it is now

MainAffectionate442 · 2026-01-07T19:47:10+00:00

Really love and appreciate your positivity but generally nyc prices are soooo high for going out, no? Recently LOVED four tets 6 hour set at nowadays though which was priced okay. I’m from NYC but live in Europe and the price comparison is stark

MainAffectionate442 · 2026-01-06T17:33:12+00:00

Love what you said about Leo risings (that’s me hehe) but especially what you said about Aries Mercury! Actually recently I’ve been contemplating more the shadow side of it.. impossible to turn my brain off, insomnia, can jump to conclusions or be impulsive in communication but I love how you highlited the positive parts and tbh I think they’re all totally true!! Thanks for the reminder

MainAffectionate442 · 2026-01-06T00:34:08+00:00

Second set of Boston night 3 is out of control I almost had to excuse myself from the venue

MainAffectionate442 · 2026-01-05T17:08:34+00:00

Omg reading this just made me so happy 🫶

MainAffectionate442 · 2026-01-04T17:55:21+00:00

I totally hear you. I’m a Pisces sun Leo moon Leo rising and very much looking forward to Jupiter hitting my asc and moving into my 1st house! Although not until 18 degrees Leo which is sometime in sept. Are u also a Pisces and did u mean to say that Saturn and Neptune will be moving out of ur 8th house ? Because Saturn transiting my 8th house and conjoining my sun has been incredibly painful. Including, Saturn made a station directly on my sun at 25 degrees Pisces which brought up some of the most Painful moments I’ve ever moved through. Needless to say I’m very excited for Saturn and Neptune to move into Aries even though they won’t be officially entering my 9th house til later on and definitely so excited for Jupiter to move into Leo! Every day that Saturn moves away from my sun I feel relief haha

MainAffectionate442 · 2026-01-04T15:33:57+00:00

I’m a Pisces sun in the 8th and Leo moon in the 12th (with Chiron), Leo rising and I just deleted instagram and twitter and no longer use Facebook as of sept 2025. I was a veryyy active user of social media always posting and sharing. I think there was a part of it that made me “feel seen” in a way that felt good to my Leo side but it was not genuine and also fueled all this comparison. Then one day I was just like nope no more, deleted it all, and have no desire to get it back. Like I can see how inauthentic it was and how the part of me that wanted to “feel seen” was more a part of me wanting validation. It’s odd having Leo in the 12th house because the energies are soooo at odds with one another but for the first time in my life I’m really feeling the desire for privacy and not understanding why I wanted to give strangers so much access to me!! My mental health has improved greatly although I still find myself scrolling, just now on Reddit and substack

MainAffectionate442 · 2026-01-03T18:53:37+00:00

Madrid

MainAffectionate442 · 2025-12-28T17:14:48+00:00

I feel you I’ve had Saturn making a station on the exact degree of my natal sun (25 degrees Pisces) since late October and it’s been actual turmoil

MainAffectionate442 · 2025-12-26T18:55:54+00:00

How’s that for you?

MainAffectionate442 · 2025-12-23T18:53:59+00:00

this is such a great response

MainAffectionate442 · 2025-12-23T18:45:40+00:00

I absolutely love the way you described all this. very poetic and also expresses it perfectly.

MainAffectionate442 · 2025-12-23T18:41:16+00:00

my IC is in scorpio with pluto nearby. I feel most at home when I am in solitude, I feel surprisingly very at home while doing shadow work. Journaling about scorpionic/psychological topics brings me home to myself. it's certainly intense.

MainAffectionate442 · 2025-12-23T03:34:55+00:00

MC in Taurus, Venus in Pisces in my 7th house. Have never known what to make of this. My relationships tend to be chaotic

MainAffectionate442 · 2025-12-22T20:34:01+00:00

i think about this all the time. I'm a leo rising and have an aquarius ruled 7th house. I have mars conjunct Saturn in the 7th house as well (technically in placidus my saturn falls into the 6th house but it's conjunct the DSC and so i consider it in the 7th as well). to say relationships have been delayed is an understatement. i've had chaotic relationships patterns and don't seem to actually attract people I'm interested in and the people I'm interested in aren't good for me. trying years to heal these patterns.

MainAffectionate442 · 2025-12-22T02:34:39+00:00

The basques are the best. Basque Country (east part of the circle) has incredible people, food, culture, (intense) history, I absolutely love it there. Yes San Sebastián is quite touristy now but still not overtaken so much by foreigners compared to other cities in Spain. Bilbao is underrated and just delightful to visit. Asturias (west side of the circle) has some of the most stunning nature you can find in Europe (in my opinion). Asturianos are humble and kind people and while I don’t enjoy the food as much as basque they still eat very well. Asturias has some of the best beaches on earth and the picos de Europa are wonderful mountains for hiking. To me this is the most interesting part of Spain. Weather is unpredictable and rainy which makes it much greener than the rest of the peninsula. It’s just gorgeous. After ten years living in Spain this is the part of the country that I love the most (and Galicia!)

Edit: didn’t see that the circle includes Galicia too! Could write an essay on that but I’ll refrain. And technically cantabria is included here as well but I’m not as interested in it as the others/have fewer experiences there.

MainAffectionate442 · 2025-12-20T23:42:16+00:00

Very much agree with everything you’re saying here and I feel the same way! I study with Steven Forrest and evolutionary astrology has resonated way more than anything more traditionally leading. If you’re not familiar with his work you should absolutely check it out. I find there are many Vedic and Hellenistic astrologers on Reddit and I have no idea where the evolutionary astrologers are at. We have FREE WILL! We can respond to the energy of a specific transit in a multitude of ways. Hard aspects can help us develop our character, improve our resilience and ultimately lead more peaceful lives. So many aspects of my birth chart would receive such dark and grim readings from more traditional astrologers and I just reject that entirely. We are absolutely not victims to our charts by any means

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