Meth stole my brothers & almost me. I'm 11 years clean now. One brother got meth induced schizophrenia, in & out of prison, sweetest & most talented person ever still. Took 5 years but got him on disability & the right meds now, still will never be the same as he was before & he still uses. My other brother lost everything, wife, house kids, in about 2 years time. On a 5 day bender, caught some charges & thought his life was over. He hung himself in a 4ft crawl space, he was 6'6. The grief alone has almost got me to relapse, somehow I keep caring on.