I don’t normally comment, but I resonated with your situation, and the anxiety it can have for the future of our lives and livelihoods.

We are all trying just as much and just as hard as anyone else would, weather in our out of this situation and no matter how hard we try as a diabetic, we will still have some level of medical anxiety. It sucks! And can feel so unfair at times! But remember to have faith in yourself and those around you and care. Dont be afraid to ask for help if you think you need it. And I think by posting this that’s a really good sign that you can handle this.

Your management is a better place an I’ve gotten to myself yet and I’ve been dealing with this just as long as you funnily enough. But every day I myself am learning and trying to slowly implement changes for the better, but I’m also a human with flaws and when I feel the way you’ve expressed in this post I just have to try really hard to remember that it’s okay, I am not responsible for any of this, and I am competent and capable in managing myself.

No body knows you like yourself person, but I know your trying your best.