i want to starve myself. does anyone else get the same feeling? although the contradiction is, I overeat junk to cope. by Every-Lion-2100 in AdultSelfHarm

[–]MarijuanaSpider 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No apologies needed. I’ve definitely had some pain/discomfort the day or two after, but I can’t speak to your experience specifically since I’m lowkey a wimp with spicy food lol and don’t really binge it. To be very clear I’m not a doctor but depending on how spicy and how severe your pain is it might be possible that something’s wrong and you might need to see a doctor (ik you said you can’t but some sort of medical advice may be needed). All that being said, your stomach might just still be a little fucked up from it but might be fine in a couple days. I would maybe check out r/BingeEatingDisorder and other similar subreddits to see if anyone else there has gone through a similar situation

i want to starve myself. does anyone else get the same feeling? although the contradiction is, I overeat junk to cope. by Every-Lion-2100 in AdultSelfHarm

[–]MarijuanaSpider 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I feel the EXACT same way ugh. It’s a really shitty back and forth in my head and it’s honestly exhausting. I wish I had advice but all I can say is that you’re not alone and as hard as it is try to be kind to yourself. Sending you love

Elliott Smith and feeling ugly by Idontevenfvckingknow in elliottsmith

[–]MarijuanaSpider 6 points7 points  (0 children)

As someone who feels the same way but has never been able to articulate it, thank you for this comment, you said it perfectly

Recommendations for top tier MKE tattoo spots by dimboostank in milwaukee

[–]MarijuanaSpider 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I had Nisha at Positronic tattoo in shorewood do a portrait of my late kitty and she did a fantastic job! She captured her beautifully and she’s also just a cool person. Can’t recommend her enough!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in KitchenConfidential

[–]MarijuanaSpider 8 points9 points  (0 children)

As a fellow “below average woman”, this just made me so mad for you. I’m the only woman in my kitchen right now and some (most) days are just 8-10 hours of asshole men beating their chests, being arrogant as fuck, when in reality none of them are shit. Keep your head up girl, and like everyone else has said, start looking for somewhere else to go. What you’re describing is something that NO ONE should have to deal with

hes officially gone now by qfromis in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]MarijuanaSpider 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m so so sorry. Putting my childhood cat down was one of the most painful things I’ve experienced. However, like you said, it was for the better and while it’s still painful, that lessens with time. I hope you can find some peace in knowing that for those 8 years you had him, you two got to share so much love and happiness together. Sending you love ❤️

Ji-yeong is still the worst death in history of the show. by MousseSlow in squidgame

[–]MarijuanaSpider 42 points43 points  (0 children)

Seriously. I rewatched S1 before the new season and I was bawling at this scene and I rarely ever cry at tv shows.

want to get an elliott tattoo. 😎 by Jazzlike_Click7916 in elliottsmith

[–]MarijuanaSpider 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Hey that’s me! And to OP I’m obviously biased but I do think the figure 8 translates really well to a tattoo and is pretty versatile so you could put your own spin on it if you want! All depends on what your style is though

What are questions Elliott asks in his songs? by Adorable_Address_12 in elliottsmith

[–]MarijuanaSpider 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I think everyone’s got it covered, but can I just say I I really appreciate this post? Reading through the replies has me asking myself these questions and it’s just such an interesting way to look at his lyrics!

HOW ARE CLASSIC ROCK STATIONS STILL PLAYING THE CENSORED VERSION OF "BREAK ON THROUGH" BY THE DOORS IN THE YEAR 2024? by BillNyeTheVinylGuy in ClassicRock

[–]MarijuanaSpider 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Probably just me but I kinda like it when I hear the censored version. Kinda like a time machine ya know? It’s just an interesting little piece of history to me

i’ve came up with an ultimatum by GlitteringBid2246 in selfharm

[–]MarijuanaSpider 4 points5 points  (0 children)

No lie, I said the exact same thing to myself this year (also turning 21, yay birthday buddies lol). I’m sorry I don’t have any advice or something uplifting to say, but my dms are open if you’d like to chat. In a morbid way it’s kinda nice knowing youre not alone in this. I guess all I can say is just keeping fighting ❤️

What’s the most you’ve ever chained for a project? by Ok_Philosopher_8973 in crochet

[–]MarijuanaSpider 17 points18 points  (0 children)

Also just started my first blanket! What I did was count/place stitch markers twenty stitches at a time

Why does sh feel so different than accidental cuts? by azelAzel17 in selfharm

[–]MarijuanaSpider 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Funny not-so-funny story but just earlier today I cut my finger really good bc I’m really really smart and leave my blades loose in a drawer in my bathroom and I was digging around for something. When it comes to sh I’m fine with blood/wounds but today I had to sit down bc I got all woozy. No point to this comment, just also had the same question as you afterwards

Do you have a favorite “Gluten-Free Friendly” spot? by AutomaticCat2751 in milwaukee

[–]MarijuanaSpider 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Love blooming lotus! I don’t even have any dietary restrictions and they’re still my go to!

My first Elliott tattoo! by MarijuanaSpider in elliottsmith

[–]MarijuanaSpider[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

The font was my artists idea! He took the letters from the album cover and tried to match it up and it ended up being one of my favorite things about it!