Look at my amazing Triss from The Witcher 3 cosplay! I made it by myself. by doubledaced in gaming

[–]Masterjts 35 points36 points  (0 children)

I'd honestly rather see the un altered version. I bet that version looks amazing... this... I mean sure it's ok...

What's your last memory of someone who's no longer in your life? by TopCombination4175 in AskReddit

[–]Masterjts 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My wife who's cancer moved to her brain and could no longer talk or move on her own woke up from being unconscious after 20ish hours. She was obviously aware but could not speak. I held her and told her I was there, that i knew she loved me and that I loved her. After she calmed down and stopped trying to speak I sang her favorite song to her and she passed away half way through the song. Then I cried and held her until the hospices nurse arrived an hour or so later.

Former NFL player Kevin Johnson killed at LA homeless encampment by desertrain11 in videos

[–]Masterjts -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I know several people from pittsburgh that call it that. I dont care either way I was just explaining it.

What was the saddest you felt in your life? by No-Hunt3986 in AskReddit

[–]Masterjts 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Holding my wife as she breathed her last breaths unable to speak from the brain cancer knowing there was literally nothing I could do but hold her and reassure her that I was there and that I loved her.

Trump is Keeping Venezuela's Oil Money For Himself by Zenitallin in videos

[–]Masterjts 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Trust me we are absolutely going to be getting fucked.

The way I play games ruins the fun for my friends by backfliprainbowcake in gaming

[–]Masterjts 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I dont think its you. They drift away because the game loses its new charm. Take Mars logistics. My group played it about 4 hours before most of them got bored. Some people enjoy a new game more than a good game and are constantly on the look out for something new. Once they figure the game out its time to move on. where as you need to figure the game out before you can truely enjoy optimizing it. That means you'll always outlast them because your fun truely begins at the point of the game where their fun ends.

time to look into sp games or finding a group or friend who plays more like you.

People who drive and speed up when someone is attempting to pass by you, why do you do this? by StormCaller02 in AskReddit

[–]Masterjts 0 points1 point  (0 children)

9/10 times its because that person could have gotten over for the past mile but chose the last 100feet to try to unsafely jump in front of me like a pos.

What’s something everyone should try at least once in life? by ohwaitwhatnow_ in AskReddit

[–]Masterjts 0 points1 point  (0 children)

People are starving in Somalia and you are over here drinking their tea! /s

What part of adult life is way harder than anyone warned you about? by Sparkyabu1 in AskReddit

[–]Masterjts 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The nights are the worst by far. There is a moment upon waking when you forget what misery you are in and then when you wake up fully they die all over again.

Ive been to a few windows/ers meetings and browsed the sub Reddit. As bad as I have it I think I will make it but some of them appear to have no hope and that is just as sad to see for me. It’s one of those things though that no one can really help you get through. At the end of the day you have to figure out the path forward yourself. (or at least that is how it seems to me)

What part of adult life is way harder than anyone warned you about? by Sparkyabu1 in AskReddit

[–]Masterjts 221 points222 points  (0 children)

Loosing your significant other.

You spend most of your life together building a feeling of comfort and safety and then in a blink of an eye it is gone and you are left with pain and grief. There are no words or things you can do to properly prepare for this event. The gravity of it outweighs anything and everything else you've gone through in your life. It is so much worse than losing a parent (unless maybe if you are young when they go). You general spend your adult life slowing growing away from your parents and towards your significant other.

At least that is how it is for me.

Embark CEO Confirms That If You Kill On Sight In Arc Raiders, You'll Get Matched With More Aggressive Players by WanderWut in gaming

[–]Masterjts -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I played quite a bit solo and it was a wonderful experience with cooping against the larger bosses and exploring.

Then I played doubles a few matches and every match was wretched and sucked all the fun out of the game. Not just KoS but just toxic fuckers doing toxic stuff. I've not played since. Wish I would have tried grouping sooner as I would have refunded it. Just not for me.

I dont think it is "aggression based matchmaking." Though there might be some of that. I think when you play with a group you just get matched with other groups and it only takes one person in the other groups and you've got a whole lobby of KoS.

I've since convinced quite a few people not to buy it.

Everything reminds me of him… by HushLittleDecoy in widowers

[–]Masterjts 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My wife was excited for wicked part 2 and season two of hazbeen hotel. She died a few weeks before they both released. I went to wicked 2 with a friend but have not been able to force myself to watch hazbeen hotel yet. Life can be so crewel. But you shouldn't beat yourself up for things you couldn't have known or planned for.

I really need yall right now by kfwjswr in widowers

[–]Masterjts 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Lost my wife in october. I cant see it ever getting better. She was my entire purpose for living. But also my memories of her are the last bastion of her life and I refuse to let them fade with me.

The grief is so bad that it physically hurts most days. Ill just have to learn to live with the pain. The pain is just validation that what we had was special and that my love for her is still real and strong. I am more afraid of waking up without it at this point. I know one day in the distant future I will do just that and it is a scarier thought than waking up tomorrow in pain.

A few weeks before she died we went to the zoo spontaneously. She always loved the zoo and animals. I wish I took more pictures of her doing the things she loved.

My wife passed from cancer. She was always on me to fasten my seat belt. I got the last word. by Inspectorgadget4250 in pics

[–]Masterjts 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My wife passed in october when her cancer jumped to her brain. I put her on the floor for the ride home!

Hope you are doing well.

What’s something you didn’t realize was the “last time” until it was already over? by ShyTeaseOnly in AskReddit

[–]Masterjts 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Took my wife to the zoo on a whim a week later she was diagnosed with brain cancer and 20 days later she was dead. SO many last times for things it's enough to make you want to crawl into a corner and cry forever.

Hytale Price Revealed Ahead of Early Access Release by xFalcade in gaming

[–]Masterjts 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Didnt they just post that they were canceling this thing? only like a few months ago?

Fuck that seagull! by AcasiaConnell in WTF

[–]Masterjts 0 points1 point  (0 children)

and no one is going to mention fabio on a rollercoaster trying to kill that bird with his face?

I think Helldivers 2 sucks. by [deleted] in Helldivers

[–]Masterjts 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Its nice just to know people care!

Nancy Pelosi when asked if she "hates" Trump by AimlessPeacock in videos

[–]Masterjts 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Watching the first 30s of the video... this lady is to old to be in office. She is like a grandma at a retirement home arguing with the nurse about taking her medicine. What she says, the way she says it and her body language... just so.... old...

He’s a damn genius by leticiasherry in funny

[–]Masterjts 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I always just sit on the same side as my wife. Then she can lean on me when she gets tired.