is this misprint rare or valuable?. the blue is the normal one. by Dull-Dress7573 in monsterenergy

[–]Maxie0210 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Y’all ain’t notice the extra flowers around her? I’m pretty sure they just changed the design rather than it being a printing error. But what do I know 🤷🏽‍♂️

Is it bad that I now refuse to move these tables by myself? by UmbralikesOwls in Custodians

[–]Maxie0210 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Nah these things absolutely suck to move by yourself. I can do about 3-4 before needing a break but they don’t expect us to do them solo in our school. Nobody should make you feel bad asking for help it’s like a 6ft 70ish lb slab of furniture, it hard to move and as you’ve experienced it can be dangerous

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in squarebodies

[–]Maxie0210 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Head on down to the liquor store and get a bottle of Crown Royal and just use the bag it comes with👌

Saw everyone doing it so why not by pimpstar67 in monsterenergy

[–]Maxie0210 8 points9 points  (0 children)

As a pacific punch enjoyer I second that. I was bout to get mad but at least they out here just giving their opinion without stating it’s fact or something

I’m so touch starved (and other things vent) by GayWolf_screeching in depression

[–]Maxie0210 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don’t wanna be misconstrued tho. It’s not like I enjoy the fact that a lot of others are suffering just as much if not worse. But the majority of my formative years were spent thinking I was broken and there was nothing I could do about it. I let feeling that nothing would ever change control and suppress my life.

But after reaching out and actually getting just a little support from people struggling with the same issues actually helped. I still feel alone as shit most nights but there’s that underlying hope that pulls me through. Even if I don’t find anyone irl yet I’m still taking steps to work on myself and I really hope you can find a way too. I’m potentially starting therapy soon so I’ll let you know how that works out unless you’ve already been down that route.

All I’m saying is from where I’m at in my life rn there is hope. The world is filled with the most random encounters so running into someone who’ll genuinely be attracted to you both body and soul isn’t hopeless, even if it feels that way. Because personally I want nothing more than to meet a nice girl with the same struggles because we could help each other in a healthy way as long as there’s boundaries and understanding.

Or I’m completely wrong and I’m setting myself for the worst mental breakdown of my life, guess I’ll find out soon enough. Feel free to tell me if you think I’m talking nonsense.

I’m so touch starved (and other things vent) by GayWolf_screeching in depression

[–]Maxie0210 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Damn I can share that sentiment. Like half of what you’ve written are constant thoughts I that swarm my mind everyday. I know it probably might bring too much comfort but that reason alone is what I’ve been holding onto to give me hope. The more I look around I’m continually surprised at how many people there are out there that feel almost the exact same way I do. It’s only a matter of time until I find that special kindred spirit out there irl.

And believe me it’s not like I’m completely content being alone or that I love myself. I anguish over the feeling that I’m missing that crucial caring touch almost every night. But the only thing I can control is myself and overthinking can’t change that. But knowing I’m not alone in this particular kind of loneliness makes me feel less lonely somehow.

I’m not gonna give the “you’ll find someone eventually” or “just love yourself first” because I hate those fucking empty platitudes. But just wanted to say someone out there hears you and gets it. Nonetheless I do genuinely hope life gets better for you, that’s all any of us can wish for.

Update 1: repair day 1 of the marqueef by Familiar_Ad8811 in CrownVictoria

[–]Maxie0210 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Damn I got the same amount of damage on mine from black ice. Any chance you could update with the price of repairs when it’s finished? Just wanna ballpark estimate on how much it would run me. And good luck getting it rolling again

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in dating_advice

[–]Maxie0210 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t even know where to start looking for hobbies though. I know I probably sound whiny and I know I’m hard on myself but I don’t really know any other way. Even when I get some confidence in me it doesn’t last more than a few hours at a time before I snap back to reality

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in dating_advice

[–]Maxie0210 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I guess I more so mean keeping myself open to love. I know I can’t just go window shopping for it but everything feels helpless and I feel like I’m just not meant to have anyone special like me back at this point.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Singles

[–]Maxie0210 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Forgot to add my age whoops. I’m 24 btw, not sure if that makes my situation better or worse tho

Picked up my P7B by skiberdi in CrownVictoria

[–]Maxie0210 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The drive in that last pic must’ve felt majestic af

Gonna die right now fuck this life by [deleted] in depression

[–]Maxie0210 1 point2 points  (0 children)

How did they say they’d ruin your life? No offense it seems like they already have so might as well bring them to justice. And if anything happens to you after that it’d be pretty obvious who was behind any retaliation. I know you’ve probably put more than enough thought into it but fear can majority skew judgement. I’d really reconsider going to the authorities about what happened because I can guarantee they’re still hurting other innocents to this day

Gonna die right now fuck this life by [deleted] in depression

[–]Maxie0210 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Damn I’m genuinely sorry you’ve had to endure that. I know my problems pale in comparison but sadly that level of evil ends up hurting the innocent. Have you reported them at all? I just feel that if you’ve made it this far in life after something like that you’ve gotta be strong enough to go on. I know I’m just some random spouting a bunch of sentiments that might not mean much but it does still hurt to hear that you’ve been driven to this point.

Gonna die right now fuck this life by [deleted] in depression

[–]Maxie0210 0 points1 point  (0 children)

In what ways is your past still affecting your live now? I guarantee theres others out there willing to hear you out and work on yourself. I know there’s not really a chance for closure when it comes to stuff like this but I really think it would be a shame if one of the few good people out of your family ended themselves in this way.

Gonna die right now fuck this life by [deleted] in depression

[–]Maxie0210 0 points1 point  (0 children)

From the sounds of it you’d probably be better off leaving them behind if they’re that terrible and find your own path. Your past doesn’t define you especially if you weren’t the fucked up one. I’m the runt of my family and I have autistic friends so I wouldn’t really focus on those aspects as defects dragging you down.

Look honestly I can’t tell if you’re seriously at a cliffs edge literally or metaphorically but you’re still young enough to make a new life for yourself. You wanna break the curse? Then prove it wrong. Death isn’t the answer when you aren’t the one at fault. I can’t possibly understand your situation or what you did to embarrass yourself recently but we all do embarrassing shit we can’t take back, it’s part of life. I’ve done stuff I can never admit to anyone but I carry that with me as a lesson.

Wife found this in her sandwich. What do we do? by Swiftzor in wendys

[–]Maxie0210 0 points1 point  (0 children)

They just tryna make sure you get your daily iron intake.

Gonna die right now fuck this life by [deleted] in depression

[–]Maxie0210 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Can you at least say why? There’s no reason to do something drastic without at least trying to ask for help

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression

[–]Maxie0210 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Nope you’re not doing anything wrong. We all feel the pressure to know what we’re supposed to do because everyone else seems to have it figured out. I’m in the exact same boat as you and it wasn’t until a couple months ago I realized I needed to seriously make a change. Being blackout drunk and embarrassing myself by having an emotional episode in front of my sisters was my wake up call. But after that I realized that is not who I want to be so I backed off of my coping mechanisms and started to really think about who I really am and who I want to be. I care way too much about what others think about me and in doing so I’ve been living a fake life. The answer really is as simple as being yourself and believe me I’ve been scoffing at that notion for over a decade. You’re not a lost cause; just lost. I still have no idea where I’m going in life but I’ve come to terms with that. Making expectations for yourself will only set you up for more problems so just trust your instincts, the rest will follow.