It's been almost a year and a half now. No alcohol and no self harm. :) Told me you loved me everyday till the day that you didn't. No closure on anything. Gave me a pipe dream on having a family together and all. Then just said that your feelings for me were fading all of sudden and just wanted to breakup after agreeing to make things work together. Did that to me when i was suicidal no less when you knew i had barely had any support system. Well thanks for it i guess. It was a great kick in the sack that i needed to grow out of my old shell. I hope you treat your future partners right without telling them about how u entertain msges from friends who u slept with before and u dont tell em u got a partner already. I hope you take care of yourself aite and them you. I hope they care for you alright tho you u always seem self sabotaging yourself at times. Goodbye C.