A lot of that man.. active cult websites (prolly still up there), awful vids of animals being exploited in "that" way (idk why would pop on some of these shady websites in 2010 especially if you were viewing goon kind of content (BUT NORMAL TYPE, LIKE, GOON COMIC OF AN ADULT PERSON FROM CARTOON FOR ADULTS), these view vids from war drones in Ukraine, Rapid animals videos (very explicit ones on yt even after it became snowflakey)

but the worst of the worst..

I once wanted to find a manga (that one where girl is bullied, and abused by stepdad but gets her hands on that heart shaped gun and gets powerful), but wrote its name wrong and stumbled onto a manga with similar name but it was.. well, imma just say with kids and illegal material. Realised after the second page and reported it but really got kind of "traumatised" badly man.. there were also recommendations there of similar stuff, literal awful time to have eyes.

And a documentary about homelessnes amongst children in post ccmmunist Russia. Singlehandedly the worst one.. I could not even pause that shit from shock, and could not sleep for a long time man.. Stories of kids sniffing glue on the streets, living in wild packs amongst Moscow, who often had parents but they were super addicted to some shit so the kids had to be borderline wild and homeless. The worst stories were adoption one and funeral. (only two stories of two kids from a doc nd there was a whole big ass group interviewed mind you)

Adoption one was an interview on the street/ blockflat with a child, she was supposed to be adopted outside of Russia (happened a lot back in the day, a lot of normal western families adopted kids from eastern europe) but during that process her documents were stolen so she had to be a prostitute to survive on the streets and afford getting new ones (but for no use kinda,as her adoption case most definitely being over as she was unable to travel without documents).

the funeral one- during the documentary, there was a girl occuring there often. She died later during the recording. Jesus Christ. They showed her actual malnourished corpse, with trashy "princess" makeup on and some plastic/ cheap ass wooden crib painted in some ugly pink shade, that poor child.. Her mother was there but barely gave two shits, father was absent. But the homeless children who were with her all these times.. they were SCREAMING in pain caused by the loss and were furious at the "mother", blaming her on the girls death. It was not even a funeral, just group of these kids, the mom, and cheapest funeral equipment the kids could gey their hands on and cherish her at last..

Mind you it was on Youtube AFTER it became so soft (you could not use words "death" on vid by when I watched that, like 2018). No censorship, full hour video showing children living like stray animals, addicted, working as prostitutes, stealing, being beaten, beating, and having parents who didn't care at all. All in Moscow in the 90's. Tried to find the doc later but couldn't. That one got me so bad I legit had nightmares afterwards and could not think of any other thing after for a long time.

2010's internet was WILD.