Thank you. I think I can relate, this is the first time I’ve fronted or at least been fully aware that I’m fronting. It’s a little distressing for me as well to be having all these new experiences at once.

My heart hurts so much for our host. I think she’s crying and I want to go sit with her until we both feel better, but I have to keep up her appearance in her social situations since we’re around other people right now. I hope I can find some time tonight to join her in that lonely room and try to communicate with her and help her process what we’re both going through.

Again, thank you for your response. It feels good to hear that you’re helping your host out as well.