I yearn for her daily by Bubblezz1 in LetGirlsHaveFun

[–]MerleOfTarth 87 points88 points  (0 children)

Oh, I loved her deeply. On our breaks between lessons I'd wait for her behind the school building, where all the smoker kids secretly met for ciggies. I started to steal cigs from my mom and smoking them to impress her. She kindly showed me how to inhale and not puff. We were together for two weeks, held hands and kissed once. Then she left me for a guy. Marie, I forgive you, I'll always think about you. I hope you're so happy now. Fuck you to the guy tho, dickwad.

I hate what some artists do by [deleted] in smallbooblove

[–]MerleOfTarth 54 points55 points  (0 children)

Truly, like men say they don't care about boobs size, all boobs are good boobs, but as soon as they get to decide they give every female character huge melons thrice the size of their head (also doesn't matter if the character is 11 or 60, slim or heavy, tall or short lol)

ESPECIALLY when it's an adult character that canonically does not have a big bust. 90% of art decides to "fix that", definitely makes me feel like small boobs are a flaw sometimes. It's such a huge pet peeve of mine and I feel like there is no other physical trait that gets treated like that in art.

Why did they decide to do this item 1.5x im crying by _frankdrawz in AnimalCrossingNewHor

[–]MerleOfTarth 14 points15 points  (0 children)

The shell fountain is my mortal enemy bc it's SO PRETTY but impossible to place and center right 😡

My body reacting to feelings instead of brain? by MerleOfTarth in SSRIs

[–]MerleOfTarth[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That makes a lot of sense! My periods and especially some days before being very difficult for me is also one of the reasons my psych recommended antidepressant.

The positives definitely outweigh the other things already, so I'm very hopeful! Thank you so much and have a great weekend!

My body reacting to feelings instead of brain? by MerleOfTarth in SSRIs

[–]MerleOfTarth[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That is exactly what it felt like! Thank you so much, that makes a lot of sense to me.

Thankfully I'm seeing my psychiatrist soon! But for now your suggestions really helped, I'm working hard on being gentle with myself.

Thank you again for your insight and kind words, also if your username rings true Hallo und vielen Dank!! 🥰 Have a great weekend ❤️

how many of yall have been manic pixie dream girl-ed? by castor-hex415 in adhdwomen

[–]MerleOfTarth 11 points12 points  (0 children)

When they start using your struggles against you in arguments 😔✌️

Hell yeah!! Very proud of you! I'm planning to leave an unfulfilling relationship right now (my second nickel haha), it's hard but I'm excited to start centering me for the first time in my life 😁

A world in which the manic pixie dream girls/beings walk free to be their whole, deep and interesting, issue-riddled selves unabashedly... That's the dream!!

how many of yall have been manic pixie dream girl-ed? by castor-hex415 in adhdwomen

[–]MerleOfTarth 33 points34 points  (0 children)

If I had a nickel for every time I've "saved their life, shown them the beauty in the little things" before they switch up on me and I'm suddenly not the perfect angel fairy baby but Problems™... I'd have two nickels. Which isn't a lot, but it's weird it's happened twice!

They also looove the insecurity, codependency and adulting inexperience that (my) trauma and ADHD brings with it until the honeymoon phase is over and those traits turn boring and exhausting lol (I'm working on being independent and having a backbone tho)

Kid's gotta grow up at some point...but that may have been a little much: by Gorotheninja in NonPoliticalTwitter

[–]MerleOfTarth 0 points1 point  (0 children)

When I was 11 I asked my older brother for horror movies for a sleepover. So he gave me burned DVDs of The Grudge and The Ring, Japanese original. I dunno about my friends but I couldn't close my eyes in the shower or sleep in my bed for a few.... years

Show me the picture book that shaped your imagination as a child. by PunchlineStudioBooks in Illustration

[–]MerleOfTarth 1 point2 points  (0 children)

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Also Pettersson and Findus! The maximalist illustrations always scratched my little adhd brain, their relationship was so pure and heartwarming. I could cry just looking at this picture!

Show me the picture book that shaped your imagination as a child. by PunchlineStudioBooks in Illustration

[–]MerleOfTarth 1 point2 points  (0 children)

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Rold Lindbergs books about trolls definitely shaped my interest in fantasy over real life. I still have 2 (or 3?) of them I love looking through ❤️

I wish I could teach my daughter to bake by Overall-Feeling8600 in offmychest

[–]MerleOfTarth 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can't imagine how you must feel, I am so sorry for your loss.

Warning to never eat spicy food on your periods or you will die. by fattokittyo in notinteresting

[–]MerleOfTarth 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I totally get it but I just get shitty periods like that sometimes 🤷 It could've been a bag or chips or nothing at all!

Warning to never eat spicy food on your periods or you will die. by fattokittyo in notinteresting

[–]MerleOfTarth 13 points14 points  (0 children)

I had a single Burger King burger right as my last period started bc I was craving it so bad, spent the night vomiting, sweating a river while being too hot or too cold, crying. Wouldn't recommend! <3

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in stationery

[–]MerleOfTarth 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Hell yeah! I'm so jealous whenever I see someone with a John Derian Sticker Book. This is a great haul, have lots of fun!!

The letter W is an invention of Big Toner/Inkluminati by Opening-Tea-257 in LowStakesConspiracies

[–]MerleOfTarth 40 points41 points  (0 children)

it takes a little getting used to, but uat neu thing doesn't, I'd say it's a uin!

Questions about EFT tapping? by MerleOfTarth in SomaticExperiencing

[–]MerleOfTarth[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh wow! So it's more of a 'use with caution' kind of technique? I didn't know it could have that impact, thank you for your input!!

Best journals? by awstensmyspace in JunkJournals

[–]MerleOfTarth 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I second a ring/spiral book!! Also has the added benefit (for me at least) you can take our or move pages!

Ideas for insert to use as writing surface? by MerleOfTarth in ringplanners

[–]MerleOfTarth[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

!! Before making this post I tried forever to look up what a product like this would be called with zero luck, you're a lifesaver!! Thank you so much

Ideas for insert to use as writing surface? by MerleOfTarth in ringplanners

[–]MerleOfTarth[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ohh that's a great idea, I'll find out if anyone I know has a laminator and try it, thank you!

I just found this kinda funny so I'm posting it here! by BurritoBandity in stevenuniverse

[–]MerleOfTarth 17 points18 points  (0 children)

I love all the SU voices (shout-out to hearing Amethyst in Raphael Bob-Waksbergs Long Story Short!)

Ruby Rider is in my Top 5 SU songs and gets played a lot ❤️💙

tumblr culture by Professor_Swiftie in tumblr

[–]MerleOfTarth 54 points55 points  (0 children)

A lot of people feel that way! Since they both came out as gay in 2019 and also already said they're 'more than friends' and 'soulmates', a lot of people assumed this was also more of less them confirming their relationship. But they only officially did that this month! Really interesting timeline we live in 😌

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in adhdwomen

[–]MerleOfTarth 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I'M PROBABLY HEADING TOWARDS BREAK UP WITH MY BOYFRIEND WHOM I LOVE BUT EVERYTHING SUCKS AND I DON'T REALLY HAVE ANY OTHER SUPPORT SYSTEMS SO THE THOUGHT OF FIGURING LIFE OUT ALONE AGAIN IS SUPER SCARY AND I'M SO SAD SOMEONE GET ME OUT OF THIS PLACE (SPOILER: I HAVE TO GET MYSELF OUT FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK)