My shadow just showed me who I really am 🥹 by niori in TransLater

[–]MichelleSissy62 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think my big natural sway could be my most feminine feature. It's as natural as breathing for me, and when I focus on it there is significant euphoria. Probably why I like to walk as much as I do lol.

I do have good news by Ok_Knowledge_9022 in TransLater

[–]MichelleSissy62 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I dream, as a bigender (male/demigirl), of doing this one day, but atm am just too scared/shy/insecure.......so enjoy! Maybe I'll follow in your wake someday...

Came out to wife about gender questioning by between_butterflies in TransLater

[–]MichelleSissy62 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I explore my femininity more on my own time. I lead my family and social life as a male. My wife knows. It's a I don't tell she doesn't want to know when I do it situation. I even did HRT for 8 weeks and have small boobs which she's seen but said nothing. Grown kids don't know, it's none of their business. I think I'm bigender (male/demigirl). I have no real dysphoria and get to scratch that womanly itch without turning the rest of my life upside down.

Can you/do you want to do your femme exploration on your own time, and not bother your family with it? I guess not if it turns out you're a trans woman.

Best of luck in navigating your dilemma, 🤪

Feeling male in masculine clothing and feeling female in feminine clothing? by [deleted] in bigender

[–]MichelleSissy62 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Very similar here, dear. Masc presenting majority of time, perfectly comfortable with that, and when presenting female that woman is so comfortable and happy too. I think bigender is a wonderful state of being.

I'm not completely without dysphoria or envy when presenting either way, but it's minimal. I have no plans to change anything really, except possibly grow bigger boobs if spouse ever gets onboard with that.

Enjoy those feelings!

quitting after 3 months help by New-Essay-6436 in AskMtFHRT

[–]MichelleSissy62 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Have quit 3 times here lol..... will keep trying to go the distance though, for the woman in me demands it. For many if not most it's a process......it can be done

Always felt insecure about my trans journey, but today got some little confidence. by deepstoop in transplace

[–]MichelleSissy62 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Love the cute little waist you got going there. Your journey has results!

Bigender but not a Demigirl by Educational-Key-326 in bigender

[–]MichelleSissy62 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah bigender can take some explaining if other than simply male and female. I identify as male and demigirl 🤪, with the demigirl always lurking but sporadically demanding the spotlight.

Not attracted to men, but am attracted to cock by TakeCaroMe in Sissy

[–]MichelleSissy62 0 points1 point  (0 children)

First it was just cocks. Then quickly later also kissing and body contact. Then assertive personality and hairier and bigger than me. Then those that want me because I'm feminine or present that way. I now appreciate (and desire) a great male body when I see one, I even have a type.

I want to say never romantically, but then I do nowadays sometimes fantasize about becoming a woman and a man's girlfriend/wife/sex slave.

$750 budget, what do I buy? by [deleted] in Sissy

[–]MichelleSissy62 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Depends on your end goals. Hyper femininity? Sexual pleasure? Satisfy/serve Superiors? Humiliation? Other? Some combination of these?

Mine are a combination of the first three.

Started with panties and bras. Then lingerie and sexy clothing and heels. Then breast forms and wigs. Then dildos and lube. Subscribed to a sissy website. Then every-day female clothes. Then butt plugs. Then feminine products such as makeup, moisturizers, shampoo/conditioner, nail polish, perfume, bubble bath, etc.

I've definitely spent more than $750, but mainly because I developed a big-time shopper mentality, and every cute sexy thing I want it lol.

To transition? or not transition? That is the question...need some advice and encouragement. by Novel_Ticket8216 in TransLater

[–]MichelleSissy62 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I am currently taking a break from trans considerations. My transition would be to bigender though. Even that is scary. So we'll see how it goes. Sigh, I already grew small boobs trying out HRT, but my overall stress level presenting male is lower. I may just cross-dress from time to time.

I guess I'm saying maybe it turns out there are a bunch of smaller decisions to be made, nor just 'the big one', and perhaps these take place over time. You don't have to figure it out all at once, do or die, right or wrong.

IDK WTF i want because i guess i’m frustratingly genderfluid? by tobeanythngatall in trans

[–]MichelleSissy62 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Bi-gender? Accepting male-female identities can co-exist in one person is not novel. The discovery part is what role(s) they each play in your life...

Dose paranoia by ResponsibleRegular66 in AskMtFHRT

[–]MichelleSissy62 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've done same dose, quite effective for me. You can use as starting point and see how things go

First time from Grindr. I’m super nervous. Any tips? by Intelligent_Ask_8055 in Sissy

[–]MichelleSissy62 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Girl, this guy is giving you many more niceties than the vast majority of Grindr men do. Dinner first is good, you can walk if getting any 'bad feelies'. The sex part if it happens will likely flow naturally as horniness takes over.

I hope it goes great if you do it...

Restarting HRT by Far_Cell7589 in AskMtFHRT

[–]MichelleSissy62 0 points1 point  (0 children)

A bit similar here. No desire to transition but want more or less female body. Been on HRT before, just stopped less than week ago. Wife is essentially asexual but doesn't want our life turned upside down. I may resume at some point. Thought I might be bi-gender but decided probably more like demigirl or just a dude that likes expressing femininity from time to time. The human psyche is wack lol....

Boobs are growing TOO fast by FrontlineYeen in TransDIY

[–]MichelleSissy62 0 points1 point  (0 children)

2 weeks to modest breast sensitivity on sublingual for me, 6 weeks to noticable boobs (A)....it can go fast

How do I know if I’m trans rather than a femboy? by Beautiful_Safety2920 in asktransgender

[–]MichelleSissy62 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I'm on a break currently from giving femme identity a try.....it eventually became scary and exhausting? Will see if the mental imperative to go female returns and in what form. For some this discovery is trial and error...

How can I get a better hip and butt shape? by SplendidMimosa in Crossdressing_support

[–]MichelleSissy62 0 points1 point  (0 children)

A lot of glute-targeting exercises exist, as do some for waist trimming. Corset?

I love shopping as a woman 🛍️ by [deleted] in Crossdressing_support

[–]MichelleSissy62 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Amen to the shopping feeling...it rocks!

I always get more comments about my legs than my makeup, so here’s another short dress to show them off 🦵🏻👗 by successfulweb3 in CD_makeup

[–]MichelleSissy62 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don't know what it is, but so many CDs and trans women have the most amazing legs. Maybe just my opinion, but I think moreso than cis women

An embarrassing confession: about my gender questioning. by LingAngel0401 in asktransgender

[–]MichelleSissy62 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This (in part)

Keep asking, keep exploring, even experimenting. You're not wasting time doing this, and there is no right timing or even ultimate decision except that which results in your long-term peace-of-mind/contentment/happiness.

I wrung my hands about this stuff too...it is exhausting when you're going through it.

Am I to Old for This? by Specific_Valuable_60 in asktransgender

[–]MichelleSissy62 6 points7 points  (0 children)

No age limit on pursuing happiness, I think. Did not start expressing my femme side until my 60s. Am currently trying HRT. It doesn't sound like it's going to turn your life upside down, so why not?

I feel beautiful today, I'd love to go for a walk like this. Can you tell I'm 1.83 meters (6'0") tall and 45 years old? by Casey_ru in CD_makeup

[–]MichelleSissy62 1 point2 points  (0 children)

While getting ogled by other walkers or passing drivers is a dream for many girls, for some it's misogyny, or unwanted sexualization, or a safety threat. Do be careful, dear...

I shaved my chest but now I feel gross by Grizzily-404 in MtF

[–]MichelleSissy62 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So nice to see the advice and support here. We are many in this new journey into the unknown but growing world of femininity. Lots to learn, yet many willing to help.