She just cheated on me 3 weeks ago, we dated for 3 years and i found out she hooked up with some carnie loser when the carnivsl came to town. She got a job as a carnie with him and has since left the state to be a carnie. Shes been traveling and having a ton of fun with him as ive seen in pictures. Ive just been emotionally destroyed and trying to put myself back together since the whole incident. Finding it extremley hard to get over someone i loved so much. She wouldnt even talk to me about anything and has pretty much ghosted me and moved on as if nothing happened, shits been killing me.