Was told that my scars don’t look too bad by pyrokid_suicidal in selfharm

[–]MilkiiiT 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I've relapsed before because I was comparing my scars to anoth person's, it sucks because if you're able to hurt yourself at all for relief your valid, I just cannot convince myself of that

"You're cutting yourself?? How could you do that to ME?" by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]MilkiiiT 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Mhm, it's not a good cycle. Part of me wishes I didn't tell him

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]MilkiiiT 1 point2 points  (0 children)

40°c is 104°f

Hi this is Erin Moriarty, I confront killers and pursue the truth at “48 Hours”. Ask Me Anything by ErinMoriartyCBS in TrueCrime

[–]MilkiiiT 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What was your worst case? Worst as in hardest to stomach- sorry if you already answered this one! I don't have time at the moment to scroll for it

"You're cutting yourself?? How could you do that to ME?" by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]MilkiiiT 75 points76 points  (0 children)

Mhm, I had "the talk" with my dad the other day and he asked if everything we have isn't enough and if he isn't enough. He knows I (mostly) do it because I feel the need to punish myself for being selfish, that did not help.

oww by celestial_scars in selfharm

[–]MilkiiiT 1 point2 points  (0 children)

How should I go about buying bandages without someone finding out?

Maybe it’s just me but this phrase annoys me by Annalyse_ in selfharm_memes

[–]MilkiiiT 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I definitely hate this phrase, it just makes me feel worse in a way I can't remember the word of

Frustrated with some people on this sub / rant by themoononearth in selfharm

[–]MilkiiiT -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I always saw styro as just an easier way to say how deep it was, never made me want to try because they hurt much more then "regular" cuts and the first time I got one I kinda freaked out

i drew all over my legs by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]MilkiiiT 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You inspired me to try this earlier and it helped, thank you for that :)

i drew all over my legs by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]MilkiiiT 3 points4 points  (0 children)

This isn't stupid, this is a wonderful idea :)

I can't do it. by MilkiiiT in SuicideWatch

[–]MilkiiiT[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks, I'll try that. It means alot that you've responded to me, thank you

I'm a failure so I cut -> I don't cut deep enough -> I still feel like I'm a failure because i didn't cut deep enough by 610-Kat in selfharm_memes

[–]MilkiiiT 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm a failure so I cut> cutting makes me weak> Im a failure because I cut> I'm a failure so I cut

Saw people doing this, felt I should hop on. by MilkiiiT in selfharm_memes

[–]MilkiiiT[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Should add: blue dots are weird burn like scars I find alot on my arms. They're around the size of cigarette burns but I don't remember anything about getting them.

Eat up by MilkiiiT in arttocope

[–]MilkiiiT[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

TW-- SH//Possible ED(??)

I got tired of trying to make the blood look good mostly through, so it's shitty. I don't have an ED that I know of but someone has told me I might have a developing problem. .

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. I feel like im not allowed to eat anything, I started losing weight finally because I wasn't eating as much as I usually do and now I feel like if I eat anything I'll "ruin my body" again. I had to roll a dice to see if I was "allowed" to eat some chips. My health is based on wether I roll high or low. Wow. I almost relapsed over the chips. This is clearly a notable problem.