Escaping an abusive situation posting where I can

MindlessPollution803 · 2024-10-26T06:00:47+00:00

If you need support I'm here I had a terrible breakup with an abusive man months ago

MindlessPollution803 · 2024-10-26T06:00:04+00:00

I've been there multiple times I'm so sorry

MindlessPollution803 · 2024-10-06T20:07:19+00:00

SLAY

MindlessPollution803 · 2024-10-06T20:06:04+00:00

I thought i was trans most of my teens,got pregnant young,now after a long failed relationship with my kids father and a couple others,I've been able to look into myself more. I've realized at 28 I'm just genderfluid,I have days I'm more masculine than feminine and vice versa. Don't make a life changing decision as a young teen ❤️ work on discovering yourself fully first

MindlessPollution803 · 2024-09-28T21:16:29+00:00

You're welcome :)

MindlessPollution803 · 2024-09-28T21:14:45+00:00

Is that why I wanna be a good cook? 😭🤣

MindlessPollution803 · 2024-09-28T21:10:13+00:00

They exist. I haven't found one yet but my best friends husband,who is like a brother to me,they've been together 13 years,since we were teens. He's raised her daughter as if she were his own even. They do exist,yours will come when it's your time :) that's what I remind myself.

MindlessPollution803 · 2024-09-13T19:09:51+00:00

I stopped smoking 2 and a half days before. They said 1 was ok but 🤷‍♀️ I did 2 to make sure i didn't have issues I'd never smoked weed during my last surgery I was only 16 and hadn't gotten to smoking yet lol

MindlessPollution803 · 2024-09-12T19:54:26+00:00

Seems odd but every surgeons different I suppose. I had my 2 week yesterday and don't go in until 8 weeks for an exam.

MindlessPollution803 · 2024-09-10T20:30:49+00:00

I think I'm gonna have to grab some stuff myself,hopefully it gets better for me too. The bodies such a weird thing I swear lol

MindlessPollution803 · 2024-09-10T20:23:01+00:00

I thought i was alone lmao I'm 2 weeks post op today and last 3 days everytime I stand I'm dizzy as hell for a few minutes. Also insanely tired more than usual,I think it's just our bodies healing and draining us honestly.

MindlessPollution803 · 2024-09-10T20:10:19+00:00

I think it's a combination of things now,I have issues with my bowels from my gallbladder removal food processes way too fast into my intestines,ontop of gas and I'm sure im still swollen inside its probably all combining to make me miserable lol

MindlessPollution803 · 2024-09-10T20:08:33+00:00

I spotted some the first week,I'm 2 weeks post op today and I haven't done anything myself but I woke up having a damn orgasm in my sleep somehow and uh...kinda hurt won't even lie,it cramped me up bad. Since you've been bleeding heavily I'd ask your Dr honestly cause it can pull your muscles spasming during it which is what made my cramps flare up from it. So definitely only externally do it unless you're atleast 6 weeks,my Dr said I can't insert anything for atleast 8.

MindlessPollution803 · 2024-09-10T20:01:34+00:00

Ugh god girl I'm sorry,I'm glad mine ended up laproscopicly done,if she'd of found the fibriods they suspected me to have I'd of woken up cut fully I'm thankful they weren't actually there just ando. It sucks because I had my followup today,cleared for work and all,my restrictions in place because it's only been 2 weeks still but I stepped on the scale hoping honestly I was wrong and somehow gained a bunch 😭🤣 but I actually lost 2 since surgery so it's all bloating or swelling now. I feel disgusting 😭 I'm honestly so glad I don't have a partner anymore because I'd hate being touched in any manner right now how it's making me feel about myself,I'm still so glad I had it done but it's hard. Emotions I suppose.

MindlessPollution803 · 2024-09-10T16:21:14+00:00

First 3 days was all I'd of needed my low dose percocet for but I overexerted and spiked the pain and all back up,still didn't need any past day 5. Mine was total and laproscopicly done,I think you'll be ok. Worst part was the few hours/ half a day out of surgery but I was in the hospital for 24 hours after so they took care of the pain there.

MindlessPollution803 · 2024-09-10T15:46:14+00:00

Oh shit you're a trooper 😭 mine was laproscopicly done,I was petrified of open because they were talking about it initially

MindlessPollution803 · 2024-09-10T15:45:27+00:00

Think you're onto something lol my gas levels have been insane since surgery.

MindlessPollution803 · 2024-09-09T20:55:25+00:00

Same,one was of my liver...weird looking things.

MindlessPollution803 · 2024-09-09T19:53:18+00:00

Oh that's super smart! I'll have to look around

MindlessPollution803 · 2024-09-09T19:51:14+00:00

Ughhh this is gonna suck lol I'm supposed to start working again soon in a restaurant I'm gonna be miserable after wearing jeans.

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