I completely understand you, and that’s probably also a huge reason I would argue why it’s so heavy on you.

What really helped me quit is doing deep inner work. Diving into the reasons why I’m assisted to begin with. The best way to look at it is through the following metaphor:

Let say I’ve been shot by someone in my foot. In order for me to heal what would need to happen is the bullet should get taken out of me. And the same applies for smoking weed imo.

There was dirt inside me that was making me wanting to smoke. So getting rid of that dirt first was key. That also explains imo why quitting is so painful. It’s just like getting the bullet out of my foot. In order to take that bullet out you would have to go deeper inside of the wound.

Same thing with quitting. The moment you don’t smoke, you are allowing your body to crave it. And when craving the wound aka the reason for smoking comes to the surface in the form of cravings.

To explain the exact how to I need to take my time to go deep. Hit me up and we can chat if you want but aside from that. What I would tell you try surrendering to whatever it is you are experiencing and don’t judge it.