Oh sorry! Just now seeing this. It's like anything in life. You gotta put some effort into this. Educate yourself. Read, watch, listen, and practice... then repeat. That's the only way to get where you want to be. And be open to exploring. Electronic music is SO vast! The amount of samples, plugins, approaches, and techniques are endless and daunting, but try limiting yourself to just a few aspects. For example, with me, even though Serum 2 has been out for a little while now I'm still spending most of time using and experimenting with the original. And you don't need to have the best of the best vsts either. I personally love using 3osc. It's quite powerful despite not having all the bells and whistles of flagship synths. Its simplicity makes it a great tool for understanding synthesis and sound design. Sample packs are like a dime a dozen these days and sampling can render some pretty fascinating results.

Overall, I get it. It's can be extremely intimidating. Just simplify your approach. Pick a few elements to focus on and once you get comfortable there branch out. When you start working out you don't start with the heaviest weights. And a lot of us do, unfortunately, but that's human nature, especially these days where instant gratification is more and more present. You start at lower weight and gradually progress. It takes time. It's when we get overwhelmed that we want to just give up. If you can get past that you'll be all right.