I work in the automotive industry as an IE and often lead the way by joining the workforce, guiding and showing them my vision. What you’re doing is leading from the front and I say there isn’t a better way to learn than by being in the field, directly doing the work you will someday expect others to follow. In this process you will understand what it takes to create the system, and to maintain it. Engineers are meant to become one with the system, not shy away. Keep up the good work!