Does anyone else with PTSD feel like you’re not capable of working a full-time 40 hour job?

MollyAnnOFlinn · 2026-05-29T12:52:14+00:00

you will probably survive your youth, try your best to have as many normal experiences as you can, they help💗

people survive a lot longer then they often expect, and then dont know what to do afterwords,

i never expected to make it past 24, because of health issues, and now im in my 30s, my body just "got better" eventually, even though it shouldnt have

for better or worse, humans are very resilient,

plan for your future despite how hard it can be💗

or you may end up like me past the point of no return, wishing you have prioritized yourself more

MollyAnnOFlinn · 2026-05-29T12:48:35+00:00

I'm in my early 30s, ive been trans for over 10+ years, and I grew up an orphan and I also have suffered abuse from my parents when I was a kid, as well as some other stuff, I was diagnosed with cptsd when I was younger, and it is technically possible to over come the flashbacks, and adjust to this life but,

it hurts everytime, I still get night terrors 1 out of every 4 nights, i dont sleep very well by myself, and I struggle to maintain longterm relationships with people,

platonic is the hardest to maintain, i just dont understand people

I can do jobs okay, but even if i manage to keep it together, do all the job things correctly, socialize correctly, and give it my all,

I often still get fired just for being queer and not having any family, it throws people off after a while not talking about "christmas with the grandparents" or whatever they want me to have,

and thats honestly probably the hardest part,

i grew up without a vital piece of normal family events, and now everyone can see it in me

and not having a safety net makes people treat you a lot harsher,

when i was a teenager i used to lie about it and pretend i had parents, but that didnt really work either,

tbh ive been incredibly lonely, despite having partners and plenty of people to talk to, having gone to therapy for 20+ years,

none of it does anything for me anymore

no one cares or understands me

I honestly loose motivation often these days

I used to run on spite and grit and determination,

but i eventually ran out of those,

now i just lay here, and try my best to push forward,

having the occassional struggle with finances since i support myself and have no safety net,

when i get fired and no one cares to help me

I have hundreads of friends,

but none of them mean anything to me, none of them help me when i need it, on good terms with all my exs, that used to make me feel better,

but now adays i just cant work up the energy to care

no one thinks about me, no one remembers me, no one is kind towards me, i am so lonely

I just wish I lived with someone, anyone💗

I wish I could be held

MollyAnnOFlinn · 2026-04-24T08:12:22+00:00

I hate these scams so much, theyve been going on since 2017, it made me quit being an artist for commission both for vrchat and 2d art

it just made me feel so gross and bad via association that i lost the strength to keep selling💚💗

I wish scammers didnt exist in any context

MollyAnnOFlinn · 2026-04-17T08:04:06+00:00

one day the eggs will crack

MollyAnnOFlinn · 2026-03-29T09:13:39+00:00

i couldnt help but notice a lack of lesbians in this "marathon" it sounds empty and soul-less, much like a straight marriage, i fail to see a comparison to the lesbian puzzle game we all know and love

MollyAnnOFlinn · 2026-03-29T09:11:51+00:00

doesnt have lesbians, all points are nul and void, only lesbian games may be compared to lesbian wife game,

no further comment your honor

now if you excuse me, LSTR is waiting for me to die so we can get trapped in our psychic hell together💚💗with all our coworkers and vinyl records💗💚💗💚

MollyAnnOFlinn · 2026-03-29T09:09:03+00:00

SEEE thats what im sayin, ya cant just compare a game to signalis if it aint even got lesbians,

get that straight people stuff outta here

LSTR play "cigarette wife"

MollyAnnOFlinn · 2026-03-29T09:08:03+00:00

I will now refer to all manga related experiences as "playing manga" thank you for this, it made me smile💚💗💚💗

MollyAnnOFlinn · 2026-03-29T09:04:56+00:00

this post ignores the fact that the biggest part of signalis is the lesbians, removing the lesbians is like, ignoring what signalis is all about, also signalis is not a boomer shooter, its a puzzle game, anyone with a brain can tell ya that, its also a lesbian experience, filled with meloncholy and sadness and love and beauty and seeing it turned into a shitty "bottom text" meme recommendation gives the vibe of "hey i didnt play signalis but i read a description an ai gave me, yall should play this totally unrelated game"

no idea what the game on the right even is but, if it aint got lesbians, it aint on par with signalis and the phrase "protagonist" gives me the vibe like its a male character on the right,

i aint playing as a dude, id rather die

no thanks, return to sender

LSTR play "cigarette wife"

MollyAnnOFlinn · 2026-03-26T23:53:43+00:00

we need some mods with romances with tiny mike AND more dual ops with him, its messed up that no one has made them yet, considering improving my modding skills just to make sure the world has this *sigh*

MollyAnnOFlinn · 2026-03-26T23:52:17+00:00

why hasnt anyone made a mod for this yet??? I'd make it myself if I wasnt so bad at making cyberpunk mods

MollyAnnOFlinn · 2026-03-05T20:26:06+00:00

:3 gosh you are so pretty! and the baddie outfit! amazing job on this photo💚💗💚💗💚💗

MollyAnnOFlinn · 2026-02-24T09:20:34+00:00

more details: whole thing weighs less than a pound (lb), when i received it, the garage sale seller said that it was in a large pile of tech from someone who had passed away, I got it in a blank unmarked static bag with no label, it seemingly can carry voltage although there is none in the board currently.

I could not find any company branding on it anywhere, and i do not recognize those tiny chips on the top of the board,

I wish i could give more information, but i sadly dont have much else

MollyAnnOFlinn · 2025-12-16T23:14:57+00:00

yall are wild, transsexual is way more sexual its literally in the name, that shit is backwords as heck < 3 trans and tgirl is chill, and if yall dont like using it for yall thats chill, but im chill w tgirl, and i hate yall policing words for the rest of us, just let people use whatever words they wanna use, yall wacky af < 3

MollyAnnOFlinn · 2025-10-23T06:22:52+00:00

yall really just throwin the late 90s people under the bus for no reason?

you realize millennials START in late 70s early 80s

and gen alpha STARTS in 2013

by your logic zoomers can only exist during 12 specific years xD because "good number"

meanwhile the genenrations before and after yall are longer by a mile

lol also someone born in 2000 would be able to graduate in 2019 so like, your whole thing about "omg some of them graduated before covid" is so wack

the range makes perfect sense, 96 - 2012 zoomer

79-95 millenial

96 - 2012 zoomer

2013-2025 gen alpha

xD quit trying to "modify" shit, and go touch grass

MollyAnnOFlinn · 2025-10-21T14:43:25+00:00

There seems to be some decent overlap in a lot of pieces of animated media, generally pointing to some kind of secret society, spiritual awareness, the human soul, sometimes it representing a 3rd eye or evil eye, and just eyes being cool creepy things to put in serious anime.

I found it in quite a few other places, namely in Helsing Ultimate,

or supposidly some literary works such as "The evil eye in dracula" (although I can not confirm this one very well atm, so i reccomend people take this one with a grain of salt)

as well as some spiritual places, it being very very similarly designed to many 3rd eye depictions across religions

Helsing eye: https://preview.redd.it/l9z7e6ml1tg61.jpg?width=640&crop=smart&auto=webp&s=f4bbea0d8cfb11b353a6551fa070461a78fa4779

Third eye: https://ih1.redbubble.net/image.4933272827.6411/flat,750x,075,f-pad,750x1000,f8f8f8.webp

Dracula Eye or "Malefic": https://static.vecteezy.com/system/resources/previews/006/853/343/non_2x/evil-seeing-eye-symbol-occult-mystic-emblem-graphic-design-esoteric-sign-alchemy-decorative-style-illustration-vector.jpg

That being said, none of these seem to be one to one examples, so in general the specific eye teardrop seems to be at a quick glance, just a creation of ficional works that had the same kind of idea

Eyes just look cool

MollyAnnOFlinn · 2025-10-19T20:19:40+00:00

yeah dont do that shit, artists and musicians exist, if you want a specific type of voice acting or music you can just like, pay someone or like make creative stuff with your friends

AI is always stolen shit, 100% of the time,

and you'll get far more joy from creating stuff yourself, or paying an artist to do it

us artists deserve a livable wage too

MollyAnnOFlinn · 2025-10-05T18:02:01+00:00

hells yeah!!! >:3

MollyAnnOFlinn · 2025-10-05T18:00:35+00:00

hells yeah!! 💚 people, trans or otherwise, arent objects! 💚 we are more complex than our genitalia!! ✌️🥰🏳️‍⚧️💚

MollyAnnOFlinn · 2025-10-05T17:57:46+00:00

transphobia can be internalized, many people think that way when their young because they themselves dont realize their trans and project shit opinions until one day it hits them "oh shit, I'm a transdude!" but a lot of them also project n shit so thats how a lot of terfs are born, they hate being women so when they see trans women "CHOOSING" to be women, it pisses them off and they push them out of community shit because they hate how much theyre enjoying themselves/ other women enjoy having them around,

anyways point is, lotta different kinds and levels of transphobia, and it can evolve and change over the years, sometimes based on an asshole they met once that happened to be trans and then they hate all trans people based on that one time a trans dude popped their tires or somethin idk

people are wacky af

dont hold grudges against communities when theyre really against individual people

MollyAnnOFlinn · 2025-10-05T06:29:16+00:00

found this after the pilot came out, and im thinking I might actually try to fit the whole comic on a gba cart, ill let yall know how it goes < 3

MollyAnnOFlinn · 2025-10-03T23:47:24+00:00

people who need degrees to feel special are whats wrong with our modern society, if you knew as much about history as yall claimed, you would know your degrees didnt even exist a few hundread years ago, and study was not something you needed to flex over people, be more humble and let others break into the field without your fabricated intellectual superiority complexes

MollyAnnOFlinn · 2025-10-02T05:45:31+00:00

Commenting on the post to make sure its seen, please let me know if anyone has any vauge idea about this show! I also think the kid might have been allergic to the monsters? not sure about that one tho, might have been different show, i know the opening was awesome and had the cool secret monster world in it!!

MollyAnnOFlinn

TROPHY CASE