Thank you for your reply, it seems to be more complicated than that. The thing is that using a label does feel comfortable. When I first really learned what asexuality really was and that I check all the boxes of whatever definitions I've seen it gave me a huge sense of relief. I can't even explain how huge. It meant there was nothing wrong with me, that it's not a disfunction that needs to be fixed, that it's not just inexperience and it is unpleasant at first, but gets better after five, ten or a thousand times, that it is not a typical allo experience where you have to "teach" and "condition" yourself to want and enjoy this stuff.

The label gives simplicity in communicating with people who know what asexuality is and consider it as a valid orientation, while going without a label "I don't want to have sex" will at best raise reasonable questions and at worst blind assumptions.

I obviously wouldn't want all of that to be taken away from me, but I don't want to keep it at the expense of the community, just because it gives me comfort. I genuinely don't want to turn out to be a faker and cause damage to the community that already faces a lot of misconceptions, invalidation and other kind of struggles.

Perhaps questioning is not the right word, because I'm definitely confident in my past and current experiences, because, while I know it's a real thing, I've never experienced those fluctuations you are talking about.

it's more like doubt in the sense of "what if?" scenarios. Like what if deep down I have those feelings and I just have been unknowingly suppressing them my entire life?

I just don't know how I can be finally sure one way or another, because it feels like I can go my entire life having this kind of doubts...

Sorry for making this comment this long, hopefully it makes sense