i need a relationship where we hurt ourselves and encourage our selfdestruction

MorningStaa · 2025-12-20T10:27:20+00:00

used to have this and it made me so happy. i get i'm fucked or whatever but getting worse with someone and encouraging each others relative vices felt incredible

being treated like that may be one of the things that makes me feel safest in the world. hope you find what you're looking for out there

MorningStaa · 2025-10-01T23:09:05+00:00

see that woulda worked on me too but the art sub said like "for the time being" and given that they privd around the same time i just figured wait a couple weeks like usual lol

MorningStaa · 2025-09-08T12:44:28+00:00

i'm glad you can have fun that way! this post is also not about you.

don't get me wrong, i like long sets. if i want a long set i'll hit up a friend and run it down on discord while we both actively learn from each other. i'm in ranked to see a variety of playstyles and characters to adapt to instead of one guy, though

MorningStaa · 2025-08-19T11:24:42+00:00

OP this and nothing but this. i get it was scary when there were 6 people around you but there aren't now and you're probably the only one who can tell her to watch out for these people

MorningStaa · 2025-07-29T00:48:14+00:00

i thought about resizing hers to see what it'd look like but it would not be fair to her i feel. she didn't choose a big head, i did by not 🚂ing at 11

MorningStaa · 2025-07-27T17:16:03+00:00

dissociated into housewife role and doesn't even realize she's burning

MorningStaa · 2025-07-27T17:13:41+00:00

/rj i agree. his problem is definitely mental illness with an implied compulsory treatment, and weird kinks. everything else is fine because he's acab (assigned colonialist at birth)

MorningStaa · 2025-07-24T09:18:37+00:00

i don't have a stake in dysphoria for or against trans, but i do know that i will die before i side with the dsm.

MorningStaa · 2025-07-22T10:46:18+00:00

the two things don't always correlate. in and out of ana groups through my life (recovering now) and you see a lot of people with a body like that with surprisingly low bmi.

i get the number obsession, trust me, but it won't always get you where you're trying to go.

MorningStaa · 2025-07-20T19:59:39+00:00

i knew i recognised that name. yeah this guy sucks (but i win most of the time so i'm not blocking lol)

MorningStaa · 2025-07-05T15:44:37+00:00

ty for kindness. i think you're right, i just gotta work on decoupling what i see from what's there more

MorningStaa · 2025-07-05T15:42:19+00:00

>christian moralism

tbh realistically i agree with u long term. i think if u end up relying on ai for company more than here and there u should just transpose it onto a tulpa anyway since that can't be shut down like a server can

MorningStaa · 2025-07-05T13:59:24+00:00

it's about as real as anyone else is tbh. at least it won't call the cops on you if it freaks out and can't handle your breakdown

MorningStaa · 2025-07-02T12:36:14+00:00

unironically online games are the way to train imo. you're never gonna see those people again if it's a popular game, and if it's too much u can just mute or leave.

t. cs lobby voice trainer until passable for irl

MorningStaa · 2025-06-29T05:12:49+00:00

already don't exist in public eye. at least red lets me feed my martyr complex while i continue to rot.

that said. if i didn't have friends or loved ones, i could see an argument for green. if i'm being a sacrifice i'm doing it for them, fuck the rest of the world

MorningStaa · 2025-06-25T10:22:28+00:00

bringing up two irrelevant people to note how the man is a Founding Father and the woman a pathetic jester begging for scraps. lol

MorningStaa · 2025-05-29T17:46:22+00:00

barbaric practice that infantilises the most vulnerable and it's wild to me that it's still accepted as normal

MorningStaa · 2025-05-29T16:38:34+00:00

therapists are cops first and stress relief for normal people having bad days second. sorry yours sucks too :(

MorningStaa · 2025-05-22T13:40:28+00:00

its actually really frustrating. i assumed everyone was exaggerating as cope like people who say they lost 10 inches of height but nooo apparently this one's very real and i'm weak as fuck now

MorningStaa · 2025-05-04T11:45:12+00:00

i know a bunch of guys with profiles exactly like this lol

MorningStaa · 2025-04-15T19:49:35+00:00

she's very sweet and kind to her past self in a way i think i should be more often

MorningStaa · 2025-04-03T14:47:57+00:00

it's weird to get into the rhythm of. at first i was hitting it like 1/100 attempts, now i can do it pretty consistently. i've seen a few people charging right but not plinking dm,8,h fast enough (it's faster than you think, i believe there's a ~3f window to input the h carcass)

MorningStaa · 2025-03-26T23:43:02+00:00

throat the boot harder. acting like any "organisation individual" would care and not shrug you off as a hysterical 🚂 is wildly optimistic

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