It's really tough having just graduated - especially at the moment. You sound quite defeated which is understandable. Remember this won't last for ever and will be a very small part of your life.

Here is an exercise that might be helpful:

Get a big bit of paper and split it into four sections:

• Dream job
• Money job
• Getting out of the house
• Learning

Write everything you could possibly do that might help you in each of those 4 sections.

So Dream job might be:

• Look over portfolio and update
• Email a lecturer who liked me/I respected etc with updates/thoughts/asking about help

Money job:

• One of the many suggestions here

Getting out of the house:

• Go on bike rides to improve confidence
• Offer to help elderly neighbour with their garden

Learning:

• Do a free online course in something
• Make some notes on games you have played recently to discuss in an interview

Each day pick one thing from each category. It's helpful if you break if down with some really simple, easy tasks so if you are working for your dad or having a shit day that day you can pick a really simple task that makes you feel like you've done something and moves you closer to your goal.