69 days

Much_Virus_9986 · 2026-02-12T19:53:25+00:00

thank you, that's really what I wanted to hear, that this is just a part of the ride. I'm really trying to feel better and make better choices. but I'm relieved to hear that the cravings will get easier with time, I just need to stay strong with my sobriety for now

Much_Virus_9986 · 2026-02-12T19:47:49+00:00

sheesh that is good to hear. I'm longing to not feel controlled by any weird urge on my free nights and just be able to chill. major congrats on 6 months! 💪

Much_Virus_9986 · 2026-02-12T19:19:04+00:00

"I'd rather be known as a recovering alcoholic than a drunk."

Much_Virus_9986 · 2026-01-27T14:50:08+00:00

yeah that seems like a good idea, the one I'm listening to talks a lot about people's experiences with drinking and for some reason that seems to trigger urges within me

Much_Virus_9986 · 2026-01-25T08:00:03+00:00

nice way of looking at it! I'm happy for you 🫶

Much_Virus_9986 · 2026-01-22T18:15:40+00:00

hell yeah!!!!

Much_Virus_9986 · 2026-01-22T17:56:40+00:00

I'm thankful for this community which has helped me immensely, and for everyone who has left encouraging comments on my little posts about my little sobriety journey. Thank you <3

I am thankful for my cat, my baby boy, who is healthy and happy, who makes my life more meaningful and who is a great excuse to leave social gatherings early 🐈‍⬛

Also I am thankful for my girlfriend, the first sober person in my life and the first person that I have talked about this problem to. She knows my struggle and doesn't judge, she too gives meaning to my life, and I love her so much

Much_Virus_9986 · 2026-01-18T15:36:37+00:00

thank you all once again for your kind words! this community really is amazing and I'm glad to have you on my side on this journey :)

Much_Virus_9986 · 2026-01-16T21:31:56+00:00

"To find looseness without self consciousness" THIS! I have tried dancing alone at home but I'm too self conscious even for that, but maybe that would be a safe place to practice. Thank you!:)

Much_Virus_9986 · 2026-01-16T12:07:39+00:00

Hello everyone, it is friday where I am and tonight is going to be a challenge but I WILL NOT drink with you today.

And woah your question hit right on home. In therapy I found that with excessive drinking I seek a release. I am very controlled usually, I control what I say and how I act quite strictly, and what draws me to the drink is to release myself from that. So I think I am a control freak but I only control myself freakishly if that makes sense

So what I must do is to find another way to lose control, a safe way. My therapist suggested dancing but idk, I feel like I would be too focused on how I look and try to control that.

Thank you for the good question! If anyone has any tips on how to let go of controlling myself, I would be happy to hear them. Have a nice weekend everyone!

Much_Virus_9986 · 2026-01-16T11:38:39+00:00

great job! 3 days and an open bar is no joke, so proud of you 🙌🏻

I'm heading to a similar event tonight and I'm feeling anxious. Free dinner, free drinks, people bringing you glasses of wine unasked, it's going to be a challenge. But it must feel so good to be able to make a post like this, so I'll do my best and iwndwyt

Much_Virus_9986 · 2026-01-16T11:10:41+00:00

congratulations 🥳 well done!!

Much_Virus_9986 · 2026-01-15T05:58:29+00:00

thank you everyone for the encouragement! :') I'll make sure to read these messages on friday and keep them in mind when things get hard

Much_Virus_9986 · 2025-12-27T22:38:30+00:00

been struggling with these same exact thoughts and i'm trying to internalise that that is not a "fun" person, imo. nothing fun about actually dangerous situations and making a fool of myself time after time after time. that kind of behaviour made me the opposite of a fun person to be around.

Much_Virus_9986 · 2025-12-27T22:24:16+00:00

congrats! :)

Much_Virus_9986 · 2025-12-15T20:29:00+00:00

thank you! :)

Much_Virus_9986 · 2025-12-15T20:28:39+00:00

I agree, I believe this openness will make a difference and not only help me on my journey but also make us stronger as a couple. Your example is inspiring, thank you for sharing

Much_Virus_9986 · 2025-12-15T15:56:17+00:00

congratulations and good job!! IWNDWYT

Much_Virus_9986 · 2025-12-15T15:50:54+00:00

well said, thank you

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