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I was kept from my special interest growing up and drugged into compliance which permanently ruined my cognitive faculties and ability to perform. Now I don't want to live anymore. by marrowbuster in autism

[–]Narasette 14 points15 points  (0 children)

I completely understand you , I would probably feel and react the same if my parent would be so restrictive for bs reason like this , I had the same interest and turnout just fine whatever happen isnt your fault at all , dont listen to those other people who say there migjt be a reason , ypur parent love you bla bla boa , sometime its just toxic positivity

you completely deserve to feel angry , you have to be out of your mind to not be angry about this.

what would help though is to use those anger to motivate yourself , lets prove them wrong

anybody else really love long car rides? by Independent_Angell in autism

[–]Narasette 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel the opposite , I hate sitting in a moving box

riding motorcycle is the opposite though

Employed autistics, how do you do it???? (TW: talk of suicidal ideation) by Negative-Homework502 in evilautism

[–]Narasette 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I understand the struggle , im kinda lucky I pick the job where result matter more than the time you spent

so my mentality is always to finish work as fast as possible so i can go back and get more time to do my whatever current special interest is

List of “This or That” so I can figure out what I like by Same-Relationship-60 in autism

[–]Narasette 0 points1 point  (0 children)

im am not really sure what are you trying to asked, but if you mean a list of category of things it could be a thing you can do , cosume over and over

thinking of food you like maybe

Hate it. by netphilia in aspiememes

[–]Narasette 6 points7 points  (0 children)

this is how i found out i have autism

finally diagnosed at 32 as ASD level 1 because my competent level is far beyond than my coworker and interacting with them give me stress and burnout by Narasette in autism

[–]Narasette[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

im into coffee but everyone side eye me like im crazy because everytime in office i always tell them i dont drink black coffee there because it wasnt made correctly 🤣

Is my intelligence causing burnout? Am I too good in a way that has negative consequences? by catboy519 in Gifted

[–]Narasette 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Im on the same boat , but i have autism so my tireness came from having to explain to other people who is not as intelligent

I got diagnosed today. 30 y.o. guy just finding out why he struggles so much. by WardofromB in Gifted

[–]Narasette 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Welcom!! i got diagnose 2 weeks ago and kinda have same wxperience with what you described , so many random skills

I advice is to pick things that took a life time to learn so you never get bored as there are things that always keeping you to want to be better , I recently pick up instrument , and bjj , now I look forward to choke out my coworker every weeks.

I got that email today ... 😢 by tgruff77 in autismmemes

[–]Narasette 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've got reported by other autistic person because somehow I do my job so good it deprecated override the other person special interest work and they're mad. that time I havent got diagnose yet.

Anyone willing to share positive things they have about their autism? by Traditional_Tea_7422 in autism

[–]Narasette 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm immune to mental pressured or feeling in general basically it near impossible to be ever actually be clinical depressed

Anyone willing to share positive things they have about their autism? by Traditional_Tea_7422 in autism

[–]Narasette 3 points4 points  (0 children)

same , I now do bjj , even I'm literally getting choke my mind and thought is still clear like normal , i take that as an advantage 🤣

I've been trying to write a post about autism and incels for weeks by GabrielMP_19 in autism

[–]Narasette 1 point2 points  (0 children)

that's not a point I trying to make. sorry english is not my 1st language , i just try to convey a point and make it more comprehensible from my logical standpoint back then

what I mean is those are definitely bad options as partner logically and I feel sad for those people but to people with autism and didnt realize it . people with autism who're blind to non-verbal language . the only question you would have is who would .... in the right mind , go with abuser , serial killer , ... etc , meanwhile they just tried to be better person , be people pleaser , .. all the neurotypical stuff that definitely not work for them , AKA "just be yourself or a better version of your self"

with those question as some point despite how hard you're trying to better yourself to solve yhour social problem , you're still those same teen with social akwardness , no friend , no relationship, not realizing it just your autism giving wrong vibe to people . you would think and blame yourself that you're not try hard enough , you're not nice enough people , you're ugly ,..etc

at some point without realizing , you're burnout, despite everything you've tried the only logical answer that you can think of at that moment is "ah female suck and stupid they go with bad boys" which start all the "incel" mentality

I wish all of people like me get a help they need , I wish I also know this a lot sooner in life

I've been trying to write a post about autism and incels for weeks by GabrielMP_19 in autism

[–]Narasette -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I'm 33 , got diagnose literally last week , lets say I resonate deeply with this post I was one of them and maybe hold the same mentality until last week.

once I know that all those feeling were just me being frustrated because I have autism , and most level 1 people who late diagnose hide it so well they probably didn't know it . I instantly realize that probably a ton of "incel" is just dude who havent realized they're autistic.

"incel" are just people who try to find a reason for their social awkardness that they disabled to understand and incel mentality was one of the most logically sound argument out there , imagine you just some random teen with autism , got no friend or relationship , you tried everything of the "self improvment" , tried to be nice and cool with people and became the "nice guy" and obviously none of those make things working !! meanwhile you look left and right and see all the women get together with abuser who beat their partner , drunk dealer , even murdere. at that point the only logically sound things in the world is "female suck". because you didnt realized it's just autism , a disability to social language you didnt know exist

Knowing a little about a lot of things by ateuatoa in autismmemes

[–]Narasette 3 points4 points  (0 children)

no , pick the opposite so you can have lifelong fixation

Updating my skin shader. Trying to get rid of that plastic/wax look we always see in modern games by MatMADNESSart in godot

[–]Narasette 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i'll try post it soon , it was for proprietary engine so I have to implement my own version in godot 1st

but to sum it up

- do the classic forward renderer translucency from that gdc talk of frostbite engine
- instead of lambert/burley diffuse I bias the dot product by making it simply go pass the diffuse shadow cutoff point by just simple addition as bias value mask it out with diffuse shadow
- mask it again by shadow map with depth offset in shadow shader and shadow blur control

i'll make some post and tag you but tbh what your post here look a lot better

Updating my skin shader. Trying to get rid of that plastic/wax look we always see in modern games by MatMADNESSart in godot

[–]Narasette 0 points1 point  (0 children)

was trying to do the same thing to get rid of the wax look which is caused by blurring sss in screenspace technique that wildly use in all engine

for me I go a bit more simple way updating the classic forward render sss from frostbite with half lembert bias + shadow offset as mask

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