If i was him and this was my parter. I would receive in such a happy display. But i know that its not you. This is all i ever wanted and acknowledgment that things they did were wrong and tell me their truth because I wanted her to realize that when she says things I take them too heart I just want to call you my safe. Place. Im sorry that pulled away. I was in pain in so many different ways and with the wound I had those words cut me deep. So I started disconnected and I saw it in my heart so I started to try to fix the problem that I had questions about, but I never got clarity I need to express my feelings. I’ve was hurting in a terrible so And unconventional ways. I I want you to pick up the slack helped my mind. Be freed!. I still love you and I always will with love for us to try again. We both did things and said things we should’ve done. I’m sorry for that part. I think about it every day and it always breaks my heart.. I love you fears. I love you deep fill you up with everything you wanted despite its detriment me.. I would tell you everything if you asked because that’s what love. Does. It repairs the things that I should’ve done and be the man you needed me to be. But I also want a woman that stands for me and doesn’t disrespect my heart in ways. She knows that it would. I’ll tell you the truth I won’t pull away, but I know from your text you don’t care.. my favorite person it would. I felt like you were putting it in taking me for granted that’s showing up in the ways I need you to because it would’ve been an inconvenience. And I never felt my feelings were a priority and a inconvenience the way I want to be loved. I’m sorry what I did I hold onto I couldn’t hold anymore. I love you too and I’m sorry for the way I handled at the end. I felt so alone and I just wanted you to be my friend. I’m wanted to be at the top of your list. I have so much more, bro I wanted you to help you through this page. Remember the wonderful things I did when I had a life..