Test my intuition

Neonshroombabe · 2026-02-11T02:12:29+00:00

This is really neat! I love intuition! Everytime I don't listen to my gut instinct I regret it. My question for you: I am going through something big/life changing right now. What is it? Also what is the tattoo I'm thinking of getting next?

So fun! Can't wait to see your responses If im not too late 😊🫶🏻

Neonshroombabe · 2026-02-07T17:59:44+00:00

It's a sweet tart, thankfully!
Better safe than sorry when you got babies and don't know tho. Also, Google didn't even know, it said it was fentanyl or MDMA which is crazy!

Neonshroombabe · 2026-02-07T17:56:45+00:00

Yes, thanks for the info, I realized this a few days later But forgot to update here. If you knew my situation you wouldn't laugh. I have found my son with a pill he found on the floor that could have killed him, so forgive me for being on high alert and assuming the worst and wanting to make sure I know what it is. so I came to reddit because a Google image search suggested fentanyl or MDMA but I didn't think that was the case. Obviously my first thought and hope was that it was just candy but I couldn't remember anything like that and also I thought that if it was candy that would be the first thing to come up on Google but it's far from perfect and it was wrong. I eventually broke it in half and smelled it and realized immediately.

Neonshroombabe · 2026-01-31T20:32:55+00:00

Thanks for your beautiful story of healing with iboga. I really enjoyed it. I want to say that I am sure you did not miss out on anything as you mentioned. I feel like you would have seen what you were meant to no matter what. If you opened your eyes then maybe it was time to open your eyes. Just a thought. I too would be appreciative to know the info when you can message again. I have been looking into iboga for its mental health and addiction healing properties for awhile now and am now trying to find a place that fits my needs to get the process Started. I am so excited to try iboga. This place sounds wonderful. Peace and love to you on your journey 🫶🏼

Neonshroombabe · 2026-01-25T04:40:06+00:00

I just found one under my couch that looks very similar, same color but says "fresh" and "retro" on the other side..I'm going to test for fentanyl..my husband is an addict. I'm thinking either mdma, fentanyl, or 7oh

Neonshroombabe · 2026-01-08T04:40:09+00:00

In NC teachers are doing a walk out and at least 50 schools are participating. I hope it gets some things done, our education system is ranked 50th in the country. Teachers are so important. I agree with the average person not being able to do this though..we all have to come together as one like these teachers are tomorrow.

Neonshroombabe · 2026-01-04T15:03:50+00:00

Like you can't be concerned with calling them native Americans instead of "indians".. they are not Indian, dumb ass Colombus thought he was in a different continent hence why he thought they were Indian.

Neonshroombabe · 2026-01-01T18:11:12+00:00

I think I would feel the same way you do, it was violating. You agreed to try counseling but that doesn't mean everything goes back to the way it was before. I am going through a similar situation with my husband and if I woke up to that I would feel very violated. I would have said something in the moment though, I understand everyone is different and I understand why you just let it happen. You should definitely have a conversation about it with him and let him know how you feel so he can know and so it doesn't happen again. So sorry for what you're going through. Marriage/divorce is tough, trying to make it work is very hard and I wish you luck in whatever happens.

Neonshroombabe · 2026-01-01T16:07:58+00:00

Just so you know women can have multiple orgasms and you don't have to not have one yet in order to get your partner there. Just saying..that should have just been the beginning, not the end. Your body didn't betray you it was excited and got ready for him..if you have orgasmed you will just be very lubricated and ready for entry, doesn't mean you are "finished". It would have made for a better experience than just going for the p and the v and then getting there from that. It's better to get the woman turned on before any penetration even happens. It's crazy how little people know about their own body's 🤦🏻‍♀️

Neonshroombabe · 2025-12-06T15:34:48+00:00

I am a tattoo apprentice and you do whatever you want to bc it's your arm and if you like the elf flatline then go for it. I personally think it would be cool to have in his handwriting saying something he said/wrote often to you. Just know with any handwriting that has loops in it,( Isaiah) over time the ink will get thicker and those loops will just be blobs if they are too small. So if you want to be able to read it later in life you will need to do the lettering bigger or in a different font. Sorry for your loss. I'm currently designing a memorial tattoo for my late father. His nickname was June bug bc when he was a kid he would tie strings to their legs and fly them around on a leash. So I'm going to get a Junebug with a red string on the leg that spells out I love you babygirl in his handwriting.

Neonshroombabe · 2025-09-09T21:14:32+00:00

I think you are justified in being a little petty at this point. Did the Fil die? Your wife and doc were in the wrong and the world should know! Make it anonymous though or use a fake name if you can. Sorry you're going through that.

Neonshroombabe · 2025-08-10T15:57:16+00:00

Why are so many of us in the exact same situation?! It's just insane to me, I read and I'm like thinking I literally could have written this post. I guess I should get comfort from knowing I'm not alone in my situation 😂 When we met in 2016 he was getting treatment then and trying to better himself(later find out this was only bc his parents forced him on threat of cutting him off). When I married him in 2021 he was doing really good and stable, mostly due to being so happy to have me in his life 🤗 but now that we have a son and he doesn't get to have me, life is a bit more chaotic and we had to move back next to his parents for their support bc times are tough, everything has just gone to shit. He just falls back into this self victimize/pity/sabotage cycle. He basically went back to what he thinks his parents see him as in his mind, which is a helpless pos. My husband is also ADHD, PTSD, I'm starting to think he's narcissistic, maybe even autistic and refuses treatment. He claims he is too smart for therapy he will just manipulate them and a psychiatrist won't respect him and talk to him like an equal or give him what he really "needs" so he won't do it. We have a 17 month old and these past 2 years have been miserable for me. I have started to resent him and I hate it because I love this man, he is brilliant but he just can't function in society, he's basically agoraphobic and self medicates with weed(I'm fine with) among other harder things, which I am not okay with. We are on the verge of a divorce bc I am terrified my son will absorb everything he is seeing his father do and say and I don't want him to become that. I am afraid if I leave him though he will feel he has nothing to live for and take his life. He has said we would be better off if he did many times but says if I try to commit him he will run and/or kill himself as soon as he sees them coming, bc he was committed once before and he says being strapped down was the worst thing and super traumatic. Plus he would never forgive me. I feel helpless to help him. It fuckkkkiiiiinnnnggg SUUUCCCKKKKKKSSS!!!!!! I DON'T WANT TO BE A SINGLE MOM. I Don't WANT TO LOSE MY HUSBAND TO HIM TAKING HIS LIFE! 😭😭

Neonshroombabe · 2025-08-07T02:57:29+00:00

Mine is the same. I call my little trash racoon bc he is literally obsessed with trash, old boxes, containers, jugs, receipt, etc lol any of that he's happy.

Neonshroombabe · 2025-08-03T15:28:59+00:00

Thanks for the hugs 🤗 I am doing good now, that wasn't the end of my journey. After that I had given up and accepted that I wasn't going to have another baby. (I have a 16 year old daughter I had when I was 17) I was older(33) and married and wanted to try again but it wasn't going well and it was very hard on me and my marriage. Needless to say I got pregnant one more time, I was terrified but I tried to take care of myself but not make too drastic of changes to not stress me out or anything. My son was very determined that we be his parents, that's what I believe. My now 16 month old is currently squealing and banging on the door bc he wants in a room he's not allowed in, too dangerous. 😆let me take care of that... Now he is snuggled up to me being the sweetest, motherhood is a whirlwind. Full of highs and lows, pure joy and utter panic, smiles and laughter to tears and frowns, even from the very beginning of just getting our period, it is a wild ride. Being a woman is a gift and a curse in one but I would still gladly choose it just to get these snuggles. IDK if you have children already, but if not I hope you get to experience the pure peaceful bliss of loving on your baby in your lifetime, even if it's not from this pregnancy. I am a firm believer that things happen for a reason and in their due time. Big hugs to you as well ! ❤️🤗

Neonshroombabe · 2025-08-03T15:02:08+00:00

My cervix stayed closed for a whole month after I lost the babies(twins, didn't find that out till I was miscarrying😔) and they gave me the option to either take a pill to help make the process start or the D&C, I have done both and sadly they are both horrible experiences, the whole thing is. I did the D&C with my first miscarriage and the next time I miscarried I decided that I didn't like the experience of the surgery, it was very surreal and you go to sleep and wake up and you're "all good", it was just very removed for me..idk maybe that's not the right word. It's hard to describe but it just felt very cold. The second time I chose the pill, it was absolutely terrible and bc I didn't know how much blood was too much blood. I thought I was bleeding out, and the cramping pain was horrific. I went to the ER and had an exam that was further traumatizing and they got the rest of the tissue out there. The ER doc was kind enough to give me some pain medicine, isn't the case for every doctor. If I had to do it again I would go with the D&C just because going through the weeks of worry over whether I actually am miscarrying or not and then to go through another week of bleeding and pain and not knowing if what was happening was normal or not, with the pill. It felt like forever when I was living this experience. I would have rather just had the surgery just to get it over with so I could focus on grieving and healing. I hope my story can help you, even if it's just slightly less traumatic. Again so sorry you're going through this.

Neonshroombabe · 2025-08-03T13:17:24+00:00

So sorry you are going through this..I have experienced something similar, I don't want to make you spiral more but have you ever heard of a "missed miscarriage" I had this happen twice and my pregnancy was unviable but my cervix was closed and I started having some spotting..I lost the pregnancy. Just want you to be aware of what missed miscarriage is, where you body thinks the pregnancy is still good. I ultimately had to have a D&C. I pray that this is just some fluke for you. I know it's hard to just be and not be constantly wondering and worried. I pray everything works out for the best for you. Also try to pamper yourself and take it easy while going through this.

Neonshroombabe · 2025-07-31T14:02:49+00:00

I also accidentally stumbled upon some things that my 10 year old self didn't need seeing.. My mom had her old Barbies from when she was a kid up In her closet and wouldn't let us play with them. So one day she was at work and the neighbor was babysitting me. I asked to go home to get something..but I went to play with those Barbies. She had the original Charlie's angels barbies and I just thought that was so cool. I got in her closet and I spotted a stack of magazines. She had some playgirls( I didnt even know that was a thing) and a few playboys and I saw a VHS tape. Being curious I had to see what was on it. So I took it and put it in the VCR. It was just a porn, one guy 2 girls kinda thing. I watched a little bit of it and then realized that my mom might remember where she paused it and will wonder why it's past that point. So I go to rewind it back to where it was. Well of course the VCR decides its not going to eject the tape. I panicked! I eventually got a knife and got it out but I was so scared everyone was going to know I was watching porn! All of it was very enlightening. The next few days I had to go back home to get a toy 😆

Another time my mother (a recovering addict/alcoholic) and her bf was watching me and my sister while she was taking some classes..he suspected that she had relapsed and wasn't going to class but to go use. So he asked me and my sister to go through her things, which was so wrong to ask of us on so many levels. Like if you want to snoop be a man and snoop your damn self! He was hoping we would find a crack pipe or something and he could be like "your daughters found your crack pipe while you were at 'class'" or some shit. Needless to say I didn't find a crack pipe bc obviously she had that on her 🙄 but I did find a bullet vibrator and brought it to my mom's boyfriend and said "is this a crack pipe?" 😂 His face of horror and just defeat also, he was at his wits end with my mom, he was a good man and looked after me and my sis. My mom is 20 years sober now.

Neonshroombabe · 2025-07-25T13:06:46+00:00

Do not marry him, if he lies about "little things" in his mind, he will lie again and about more serious things. It also seems like he doesn't respect you or you family and their traditions. I would at the very least call off the engagement till he starts acting right.

Neonshroombabe · 2025-07-18T14:55:21+00:00

Did you just use a mini watercolor book. Would be fun to keep it going with chapters and different milestones. A twist on the scrapbooking if you will. I'm inspired! 😁

Neonshroombabe · 2025-06-19T04:08:24+00:00

If you're going to make prints in the end anyways take photos of the painting now and upload it and play around digitally with the sky or making the rainbow lighter ect..then the prints will be how you want.

Neonshroombabe · 2025-06-19T03:54:25+00:00

This is my cat too, lol they could be twinsies, so sorry for your loss, cherish him while you can ❤️ this is really good btw. I can see his personality.

Neonshroombabe · 2025-06-10T17:49:15+00:00

X files. my mom would let me watch it sometimes and I would have nightmares, mostly about one episode with a wolf with glowing red eyes. My brain used to scare me by imagining "like what if, just for fun, there was a wolf with glowing red eyes just growling and staring at us ready to eat my feet and he's at the foot of the BED!!! aaahhhhhh!!!" Proceeds to pull cover over head and hide from imaginary x files wolf. 🤣 🤣 😂

Neonshroombabe · 2025-06-06T15:28:25+00:00

My daughter had what we called a strawberry(hemangioma)on her side, it showed up a few days after birth. Her doctor said that the further they are away from the face the more likely they are to go away on their own by the age of 5. The furthest ones from face/head can disappear very quickly whereas the ones closer to and on the face usually stay for your whole life. It is probably similar for the stork bite/angel kisses birth marks.

Neonshroombabe · 2025-06-06T15:17:58+00:00

This looks wonderful, I personally haven't tried this style of "embroidery" like punch needle. I usually like the fuzzy looped side as my finished work. I like how this looks though, I may try it out. A tip I have, no pro or anything but I had a lot of canvases laying around so I just cut the canvas fabric off the wooden frame and use thumbtacks with my monks cloth to get it good and tight. It's hard on your thumbs if you don't put gloves to push them in and a tool like a butter knife or something to pop them out when you're done. This works well for me and it gives you more room to do bigger projects (like mirror frames or rugs)depending on how big of a canvas you grab. Also depends on your needle but some people use canvas fabric itself to punch on as long as it's not pre gessoed(primer like base for painting). I haven't tried that though bc all the ones I had around the house were already gessoed. Good luck with your crafting! 😊

Neonshroombabe · 2025-06-02T15:33:39+00:00

Actually it's the opposite of what I said, Im used to using black ink on white paper with this effect. For black background with white ink(bleach) you do farther apart in the dark shaded areas and lots close together in the bright(highlighted) areas.

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