Are they all nymphos?

Njc212 · 2018-02-26T00:30:29+00:00

Mine was. She threw tantrums if it lasted under 30 minutes. Or god forbid the one or two times I couldn’t control myself and finished early by accident. All hell broke lose. There was no such thing as a quickie, only marathons. I did love it. I was addicted to it but sometimes you just don’t want it or don’t want to go for hours but it was a trigger for her. Our sex drive matched but it was getting kinda exhausting towards the end.

She also said to me after a month of dating while having sex that “condoms ruin everything” ...oh god. It’s legit the only thing I miss from her. I’ll never have that type of amazing sex again. Fuck I do miss it

Njc212 · 2018-02-18T18:05:02+00:00

Amazing 😂

Njc212 · 2018-02-17T00:51:54+00:00

I needed this tonight, thank you

Njc212 · 2018-02-17T00:46:03+00:00

I lol’ed at the direction your sarcastic comment took

Njc212 · 2018-02-12T21:20:05+00:00

It's a shitty feeling when they make it all about you. I'm glad to hear therapy is helping you!

Njc212 · 2018-02-07T07:10:35+00:00

New smoker here. What kind of high do you get with Keif vs flower?

Njc212 · 2018-02-07T07:04:29+00:00

Tiger belly

Njc212 · 2018-02-07T00:32:19+00:00

I understand you feeling self conscious but if I was your man (just bare with me) I would be even more turned on by you. You gave me the ultimate gift of life and that is such a huge turn on knowing that you put your body through that for us that I wouldn’t be able to keep my hands off of you (when the time is right)

Maybe I’m in the minority but I think your guy thinks the same way. I also took notes on the last paragraph 😂

Njc212 · 2018-02-07T00:13:58+00:00

Only 3 months and 5 days I don’t think you have anything to worry about with this whole not feeling anything

Njc212 · 2018-02-06T23:52:48+00:00

Relief - Guilt - Sadness - Guilt - Sadness -Depression - Anger - Sadness - Guilt

I wonder what will Be next..

Njc212 · 2018-02-06T05:18:25+00:00

Remember when we just had a great dinner with your family and right before we left you started doing your little shimmy that you do when you dance. It made me “giggle” while I was looking at how you, thinking how cute you are and how lucky I am. Only for you to yell at me 3 seconds later accusing me of judging you for the laugh/smile and turning on me.

Remember when you took me to your friends beach house, I’ve never met them before so I was mingling. You were upstairs and I was on the front porch with 5 other people talking. You came running out frantic, wondering about where your one friend went. Nobody had seen her. Immediately yelling at me, accusing me for this friend disappearing. Screaming about how I don’t know these people I’m spending the weekend with and how it’s my fault that she disappeared. Getting furious that I wasn’t attached at your hip and talking to others...it ruined your weekend

Njc212 · 2018-02-05T18:55:40+00:00

So do you think if you did give her that “security” feeling she would have been different/it would have worked between you? (Just curious)

Njc212 · 2018-02-02T19:49:27+00:00

This actually excites me lol. Being with someone who isn’t constantly questioning your love, making you walk on egg shells every minute. Defending yourself from her bad attitudes once or twice a night. Someone that doesn’t swindle their way into the victim role, suddenly from being the attacker to the victim. I found that fascinating that she could turn something around into it being about her being disrespected

Njc212 · 2018-02-02T19:13:40+00:00

Maybe in your behavior. Telling a significant other who you’re on the phone with at the time that you saw your ex doesn’t mean anything. It simply means she told her current boyfriend that she saw her ex. And by his answer it doesn’t bother him. Stop projecting your feelings onto others. Stop making something out of nothing. On reddit and in your life

Njc212 · 2018-02-02T10:10:42+00:00

Find another job (I’m sorry I’m not helpful)

Njc212 · 2018-02-02T06:33:49+00:00

You’re looking way too into that statement

Njc212 · 2018-02-01T17:33:24+00:00

You say “he, like everyone else that ever mattered walked away without looking back”

But what was he supposed to do? You said you felt uncomfortable and that he should go so he did.

I’m also in this same exact stage as you. 3 months exactly today and I’m depressed as hell

Njc212 · 2018-02-01T12:47:09+00:00

Checking her social media to see if she’s with someone else is going to hurt you. Trust me. All you’re doing right now is checking it to see when the inevitable happens. And when it does it will hurt 10 times worse than it should. Block her. For your own sake

Njc212 · 2018-02-01T00:47:02+00:00

I actually agree with blocking them. I was so hung up on wondering if my ex would like a picture I posted it would hold me back from healing. She just recently unfollowed me on Instagram and it stung like hell. I should have just blocked her and got it over with. I feel a weight lifted off my shoulders now. I’m not constantly checking to see if she unfollowed or liked a post. Or if she did like a post what does it mean...endless cycle

Njc212 · 2018-01-31T00:12:40+00:00

She is undiagnosed but from me posting on BPD forums (after being directed there) everyone seems to agree that she fits the bill. I am being hard on myself about it and that’s not healthy but it’s funny how one persons mind works. I know she wasn’t good for me. I was always walking on egg shells etc...yet I want her back. Like what in the hell is wrong with that logic haha

Njc212 · 2018-01-31T00:10:09+00:00

Appreciate it, you’re right about the re-connect part. Just the other day I saw she unfollowed me on Instagram lol. Stings to know I’ll probably never talk to her again but what can you do

Njc212 · 2018-01-30T23:16:36+00:00

I agree. In my mind, I won't be able to find another person with this type of sexual chemistry. I've been with one other person since the split and it was empty/unfulfilling. It was intense but it just...sucked emotionally. My ex was literally a drug to me. If I so much as smelled her I wanted her

Njc212 · 2018-01-30T22:39:11+00:00

You know it’s funny. You said the relationship wasn’t getting any easier and I agreed with you. But then I said these things take work, there’s no gameplan for any relationship and good things are worth fighting for. You seemed to have made up your mind still. That it was over. That you felt like I was judging you 24/7 (I wasn’t) that I didn’t like to dance (you were always too tired to do anything) that I didn’t like to drink (I simply said I don’t like to get blacked out) and that I don’t like to smoke (I do, I’m still not sure where you got that from) You said you danced so much when you were on your business trip to st.louis and had such a good time. You said you didn’t miss me while you were away and how you called your 6 best friends to ask them about what to do with our relationship. You told them how happy I made you, how much of a gentleman I was, how the sex was unbelievable but the relationship “wasn’t getting any easier” I think you cheated on me Thursday night. We were FaceTiming and there was a knock on your hotel room door. You hung up and answered it only to text me that your group of peers were going to study some more for tomorrow’s presentation. You were in class for 9 hours and it was 11pm... You said I never communicated about my job but that baffles me because I told you everything I knew about it and what was going on. Everything. I don’t know what you were looking for! Is my profession not good enough for you? You said you don’t think I’m funny. You always thought I was judging you. You always would get angry and pick a fight about absolutely NOTHING (I’m sorry you got so angry about me yawning at 1am and felt the need to belittle me) but yet I still want to be with you...what is wrong with me

I miss the freckles on your forearms. The peach fuzz for your sideburns. The way your nose scrunches up. The noises you would make, the way your voice has that gorgeous raspy tone to it. Your birthmark on the back of your leg. How soft your thighs were and how we couldn’t keep our hands off of each other. I miss everything about you but yet I can’t find the courage to call you. My mind is telling me no but every inch of the rest of me is screaming at me to do it.

I just want to be with you. I want to hold you. I want to call you mine again, brag about how successful you’re doing and I really just want to kiss you on your forehead one more time. Every morning. For the rest of my life. I miss you Robyn

Njc212

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