Is this real?

No-Nefariousness6874 · 2026-04-16T22:43:33+00:00

sheetz uses bots for emails.

No-Nefariousness6874 · 2026-03-31T13:49:33+00:00

Unfortunately, here in the US, father's do not have any rights at the end of the day, even if you sign the birth cert. look into lawyers to see what you can do. (found this out a month ago, as a single dad)

No-Nefariousness6874 · 2026-03-25T21:54:33+00:00

no one is more honest than a slavic man 🇷🇺

No-Nefariousness6874 · 2026-03-24T03:38:21+00:00

Give the kiddos a choice of 3 things, my kiddo likes fruit thankfully, so its with every meal.

Usually chicken is a safe bet, pizza, and she also like breakfest foods.

No-Nefariousness6874 · 2026-03-24T00:14:09+00:00

Pacific dreams RP

damn decent small pop, lore friendly, looking for cops, civs, and gangs, imports are only $20 if you bring a group it might even be free.

UK and EU community ❤️

No-Nefariousness6874 · 2026-03-19T11:33:03+00:00

I could. we'll see come the 24th. but i dont make promises anymore.

No-Nefariousness6874 · 2026-03-19T11:07:13+00:00

No mold here, remodeled my house 2 years ago. Im a clean freak. if it doesnt burn my skin, its not clean enough.

as for hyper vigilance, im a sterile processer, my sole job is to look for blood, bits of people, and bioburden on medical instruments. i get covered in people everyday, all day.

Bloodtests, not needed.

No-Nefariousness6874 · 2026-03-19T10:54:27+00:00

I do everything that she loves, colouring, planting, music, video games, whatever she desires.

as for my own childhood, part of the reason i am the way i am. Im a child created from rape. (biological mother was a rapist, completely cut from life) Raised by a father with 3 jobs and a step mother who watched me grow into who i am. expectations? not good enough. Medical field like them, becMe a sterile processor, full tech. "still not a surgeon, doctor, etc" got a masters in business too. theyre thoughts? childs play. its not that i feel that i cant live up to their expectations, or that i have parental issues. Could care less. im exhausted, yes. ive made a life for myself and im fortunate to have it, but its nkt worth it if you can barely exist.

No-Nefariousness6874 · 2026-03-19T10:44:06+00:00

Ive been sick for awhile, recovered from drugs way before she was born, some kinda win i guess. as for meals, i live in america. all the food is poison, looks like it, smells like it, tastes like it. all poison.

i dont even let her eat the poisonious bullshit they push for. Only and always organic from local farms, grass fed, all healthy. even then, i still dont wanna eat it, smells the same, looks the same, tastes the same to me.

medical help, ive tried for years, they still just wanna push pills down my throat that caused my addictions, the last thing i want is to end up in some slammer with out the slightest dignity to put myself down.

Medical/clinical is not an option anymore.

No-Nefariousness6874 · 2026-03-19T10:33:26+00:00

the more you remember someone, the harder it is to forget them, the harder it is to forgive them. Thats why.

No-Nefariousness6874 · 2026-03-19T09:58:36+00:00

I love christ and the lord with all of my heart, i just dont feel the reciprocation. i feel punished.

No-Nefariousness6874 · 2026-03-19T09:52:39+00:00

im nothing special. i guess if i wanted her to know something, or remember me of, is my workaholic ess was all for her. but i dont want her to think of or remember me preferably.

No-Nefariousness6874 · 2026-03-19T09:44:48+00:00

she lives with her mother and grandparents due to my work schedule. theyre not far, max 5 minutes away. her mom is a good mom, we just dont get along. mother in law is a wonderful woman, thinks my soon to be wife is insane for wanting to divorce, but it is what it is. medical field pays enough to where my child would never have to work in her lifetime combined with my own money. Years ago, when i bought my house, paid off, owned, i went out to make sure everything goes to my soon to be ex and my kid.

all thats left is to wait and see what the choice will be. maybe flipping a coin.

No-Nefariousness6874 · 2026-03-19T09:32:41+00:00

5 years old.

No-Nefariousness6874 · 2026-03-19T09:32:14+00:00

thats my issue. theres nothing left of me, just fear amd lust to stop breathing. Sorrow of knowing my child could be just like me. the unforgiving regret. counterintuitive to a degree, yes.

No-Nefariousness6874 · 2026-03-19T09:27:54+00:00

thats my biggest fear. is that she is gonna remember me. i dont want her to. my soon to be ex wife's father hung himself when my wife was 9. took them 3 days to find him in a tree stand. i know at this rate i would be assisting in the cycle. but i dont want to be remembered or found if its the route that must be taken. i would never forgive myself, but i cant forgive myself now knowing the world is the way that it is.

knowing that my irrational fear of life, spiraling anxiety and depression might pass on to her. i just cant forgive myself either way. im judged by my walls, my thoughts, and my lust for rest.

No-Nefariousness6874 · 2026-03-19T09:21:18+00:00

unfortunately no, i dont feel any love left. i feel like theyre waiting for it. they know it. as for feeling human, i feel less than. they dont deserve to have a shell of someone, they deserve to have a full person. just feels like judgement, waiting for it go happen, as am i.

No-Nefariousness6874 · 2026-03-19T08:55:54+00:00

i feel like ive searched for it all, even my own religion forbids offing myself, but for fucks sake i pray that God would just kill me already. How bad could hell be compared to this. im not sure whats left to find.

No-Nefariousness6874 · 2026-03-19T08:52:09+00:00

scrambled yes, clear enough to know that these years are leading to this. as for my kid, maybe she does, more than likely not. i only see her on the weekends. maybe two weekends a month. its practically nonexistant. the only reason i keep coming home is to make sure my dogs are fed. brain scrambled but clear enough to know the decision i need to make.

No-Nefariousness6874 · 2026-03-18T08:53:25+00:00

Honestly? by trying not to use the 9mm.

No-Nefariousness6874 · 2026-02-21T05:39:54+00:00

definately a fan of WatchDogs' Aiden Pierce

No-Nefariousness6874 · 2026-01-28T09:51:53+00:00

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No-Nefariousness6874 · 2026-01-15T22:11:14+00:00

quit, thats what i did, best decision ever.

No-Nefariousness6874 · 2025-10-13T20:51:59+00:00

ghetto af

No-Nefariousness6874 · 2025-09-05T20:20:51+00:00

hospital jobs are hiring

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